Gee, I'd love to give you a full refund, but I don't recall anypony signing a contract stating that we, the fandom, would make you X amount happier. I think you just feel uncomfortable here, with the whole MLP thing in general. You're responsible for your own happiness, and I don't think you're directly blaming us for that, but that's the vibe I get. I'm done talking about it, whatever you choose is the right choice. Peace out dude, and good luck.