Bastian
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Let's be sunburn partners!
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Hey @Samurai Equine! I need those hugs now!
Basically I did a lot of exhausting exercise which drained me completely. You can't begin to imagine how hard it has been. If there ever was a hell I just went through it. With time I will get stronger and be able to hold even more, for now, not so much.
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Oh my fucking god!
I've had to walk with a mask on, the streets were hot! When I reached my father's house I went straight for the shower!
Now Im more relaxed, phew! I want to share something I discovered yesterday.
Did you know that a lot of times lately I've been on the edge of depression? Like, I start thinking and come really close to feel very bad about myself but I overcome it, god knows how.
Im weird.
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Mhmmmhm? Mhmmhhmm. Doc, I tend to mix español with ingles. Oh my puto god!
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I mean, I don't hate the animation but Im sure the content won't captivate us. I hope it doesn't end as bad as 3.5. -
I do, I don't think it's that big of a deal. You have a cool name @Splashee!
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Good morning! I can say it for once!
Let's start smooth.
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The friend of my friend is my friend, as long as you don't mind of course.
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Where to begin? I think I will just give my definition. Happiness, for me is a state of mind, achieved only when you already have everything you want. Once that is completed you can suffer pain in any form, wether it is physical or mental, you will still be happy. Hell! You could even die with a smile! My first conflict here would be the fact that Im poor, I lack of internet, food is not always the best and lots of other problems I have. So how did I achieve this state of mind with all of the before mentioned? That's easy to answer. I stopped wanting, or so I thought. I convinced myself that I didn't want anything else, I was happy how I was. I later discovered that I indeed wanted other stuff, I wish my economical situation was better for example. How was I happy if I didn't have everything I wanted? After thinking for some time I discovered that what I want are physical stuff, so perhaps happiness is achieved not by having everything you want, but to reach a certain state of mind. But which one? And how do you achieve it? I was 13 years old when I first became who I am today. Back then I thought that I had full control over my mind, so I just set the happy "on" But is it because I am special that I managed to have such control over my feelings? No, that can't be it. Something must have happened that allowed myself to do it. At that age was also when I truly discovered who I was, that mixture of likes and dislikes that defines us. Since then I embraced what I liked and got away from those things I didn't, regardless of public opinion, regardless of the opinions of my family and friends. I accepted myself, something I hadn't done as a kid. I think I have it, that state of mind I talked to you about is that one of self-acceptance. I now think that once you accept who you are and are proud to be yourself you can and will be happy. Sure, people may have made mistakes in the past but we all do, you just need to learn from them, that's no reason to look down on yourself. Regarding psychopaths and other criminals, they can be happy doing what they do as well, that's why they are criminals after all. What about those who had to commit a crime against their will? It isn't their fault, so they shouldn't include those actions that they made because they would have died otherwise when thinking of themselves as a person. All lives matter equally so if you took one to save your own you shouldn't look down on yourself either, it is our natural instinct to try to survive no matter the situation. I will repeat it, all lives matter equally, take a father and a random guy without family, if you were to decide who lives and who dies you can't take into account how would their deaths affect those who are alive but how it would affect the one who is going to die, after all, we all deserve to live happily ever after. This conversation is threading off topic now so I'll stop.
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I'll follow ya, that Lyra and Bonbon update sold me that.
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I just realized I have a balloon badge! Thank you to whoever it was!
I have one or two suspicions though.
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Happy balloon day everyone! How do you give badges on a phone? Oh, wait. Im actually late. Nevermind then.
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Your banner and avatar, that's all. *clicks follow.*
Seriously though, I think you're nice.
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How long was I offline for? A day? Two? I already lost track of time.
But well, anything interesting happened?
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New avatar? Who's that?
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He's my OC that @Deerie made for me!
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Good mooooo... Afternoon?
I probably should have guessed.
Anyway, how's your day friends?
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That's great!
Mine is fine too, thanks.
I am going to make some physical exercises with my father, gotta strengthen those muscles.
*hugs* hopefully the rest of it improves.
Woo! That's awesome! Keep that mindset, it's really good.
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Enjoy your free time then!
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If you were a YouTuber , what would your videos be about?
Bastian replied to Reecejackox's topic in Media Discussion
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Figured I would follow you, you seem like a nice girl.
And your drawings are heavenly.
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The colouring is just AMAZING!!! God, I love those two! They're lovely!
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Everyone! Big announcement!
I...
Joined discord.
Oh yeah, because why not.
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@Lord Valtasar certainly.
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Toy horse used toxic. It's doesn't affect average thinking brain. I guess someone has already died if they're taking those precautions. -
Im late! But...
Happy birthday!
I hope you had a great one.
And Im sorry.
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Your horse must always have that look right?
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