Raskolnikov

Y'all should arm yourselves for real

Why am I utterly unsurprised? I DID notice an uptick in the fetishisation of "hot goth gfs" or whatever but I didn't know it was a whole thing going on recently. Fucking disgusting, good luck finding anyone with such vile attitudes. Anyway... society puts way too much pressure on people to be with someone or there's something wrong with you if you don't. It's total rubbish and leads too so many premature, broken-ass marriages and unhappy and toxic relationships. Get to know yourself and your interests and values first and if you do decide to get together with someone you'll have a healthier time down the line, IMO.

This post pretty much sums it up - I don't think attending my grandparents' funerals would have fixed much, but it's devastating to just lose someone and you just have to carry on as if it was some mundane fact you saw on the news and then just moved on with your day. It's easy for someone to say "celebrate for me" when they're not the person left behind in pieces. They're not a magical cure-all, but they absolutely serve a purpose. And now I will depart from this thread before I have an episode.

Wish I could say more than "not much" recently... BUT! I can say that nice violin performances on YT can really motivate me to continue practicing! Upon waking up: : ( The powerful and mysterious Katy Adelson: Me: :D!!!! Or alternatively... D:< HOW DARE YOU BE BETTER THAN ME!!!!!!

I do enjoy Borderlands so I don't necessarily dislike *all* of them but generally I agree with you, most shooters leave me cold tbh. I feel like a lot of them come across as generic to me. I feel similarly about those e.g. FIFA games and sports simulators... *ducks*

Does music count? I think Katatonia is overrated in the metal scene. The guitarwork is definitely nice so credit where it is due, but they sound too much like alt rock to me at times and I'm not really interested in that.

The one I have in the afterlife with the old ladies at their house as they smile and tell me those last few moments before death are the most painful and I go, "wow I can imagine!"

We all kill each other.

I don't feel any different cos I generally don't celebrate... I do get jealous and upset when coworkers can easily visit family cos they live in the same country. I haven't had a proper Christmas at my sister's place in a decade it doesn't feel the same trying to celebrate otherwise, my own parents were too busy with work all the time on holidays to celebrate so I have no idea how to be "festive". It just feels awkward when I try.

My intense tendency to organise and tidy stuff up borderlines obsession but I still can't bring myself to actively mess with other people's stuff when they clearly do not want me to do that, that just sounds like an issue with boundaries...

I've gotten stung by a hornet. I think I stepped either on their nest or approached too closely and it chased me around my dad's cottage Life pro tip: if your mother tells you to stop running because it's what's alarming the hornet(s), it is imperative that you do not listen.

I feel you, I would attempt 4836937537 degrees if I could but none of them would make me money... it feels so cynical to reduce the noble pursuit of knowledge to just studying what will make you the most cash. I adoooore learning but I don't think I can motivate myself to learn stuff I simply do not care about. I have considered sneaking into uni lectures in the past but there's no uni nearby to attempt this :3

Meet me at the friendly old ladies' house for a pizza dinner visit in the afterlife as they amusedly explain to me with a smile how painful the last moments before death are. Meanwhile at my job on the living world a deranged Homunculus is writing shit on the wall and screeching and running around making fun of a woman who died suddenly in my dream by getting hit by a lorry and a coworker is telling me this creature WHO IS ALSO A COWORKER isn't taking the death well. I can't have normal dreams in this life. well, the old lady pizza dinner with the dead was a friendly atmosphere... why did I even want to take the bus back to the living world where I have a job that risks death by lorry am I stupid in my dreams there's PIZZA in the afterlife?!? Not to mention THAT PARANORMAL ENTITY COWORKER with 0 coping mechanisms?! I swear to god coworkers are the worst

They're just vibing. As long as they stay out of the house we are all happy and ceiling spiders are chill so I don't bug them.

Stairs, screw waiting for the lift and then being on it with a bunch of people, I have places to be That said lifts are necessary and welcome. Disability is only a matter of time for a lot of us.

Oven cooked is tastiest but most expensive, I just use the air fryer to save time and energy and the results are pretty good medium temps generally, I'm very gentle with it on a frying pan and don't preheat the pan for bacon, I just let it warm up gradually with a bit of butter. And I love it crispy as fuck.

Geez I'm glad when people give themselves away on their own volition so I know not to trust them...

I'm more into the metal side of things but I absolutely have the same problem with too many black band tees. We all just love black aesthetics huh

There is no age limit. Posting this amusing post chain I found on the internet once... Her age somehow manages to make her look MORE badass in that dress... Also PSA that goth means being a fan of gothic rock, nothing more, nothing less. It's not a fashion and there are no rules for how you have to dress to be goth.

DNA was a somewhat big organ inside your chest, and your soul was this yellow glowing orb inside of you... also in your chest. Don't ask where I thought the heart fit into this model, I clearly had not thought any of it through I also believed you LITERALLY had to marry, AGAIN, if you wanted another child after the first. I distinctively remember asking my mum this when she asked if I wanted a sibling, "but wouldn't you have to remarry dad for that? :o" fbskfnsjfj EDIT: You know what I am editing to provide even more clarity on that last point. My parents were not divorced. To me, that didn't matter. They would HAVE to remarry even if THEY WERE ALREADY MARRIED. Welcome to my twisted fucking mind kind of shit.

Depends on the context. I will be more charitable if this isn't common, but if they constantly use me just to vent then continuously disappear until the next times they feel bad, my sympathy will certainly falter and I'll start feeling used... Life pro tip: don't complain to your online friends about having no one who wants to spend time with you or who cares about you, then constantly turn down suggestions to spend time with them and only come back again and again to talk about how hard it is to be so lonely and how no one cares. It's not that I don't understand some people have attachment and/or trust issues but unfortunately at some point you gotta wonder where the line is because it can start to sting that you clearly mean nothing to this person if they constantly say this stuff despite your best efforts to be a friend.

Knowing me, it was probably a swear word...

Follower if I had to pick because I don't like leadership roles, but honestly I'm probably more likely to be a lone wolf. I can work in teams but I prefer to entrust myself with tasks rather than follow someone else's plans, and honestly I probably don't make for a sociable or communicative teammate. Fuck your stupid work audits you are not around to know better than me on how to more efficiently do my job. You fuckers have no idea what the job even is like. Opinion DISREGARDED

I haven't been fond of it since it started getting mentioned as a rising social media at school (back when MySpace would still get mentioned, but its fall had already begun), I remember a classmate asking the teacher(?) how to use it and tbh to this day I would struggle to navigate it still myself. Of course I couldn't even begin to one day imagine the level of toxicity people mention coming from it it doesn't sound fun...