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I just reached out to an old friend, who may or may not be happy to hear from me, I have no idea at this point.

So lots of nerves, stress, anxiety, etc. perfect for falling asleep. ^^


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I’m feeling alright, also feeling a little sickly.


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Disappointed. They only had to be a good family, and do according to the law they were given. But acting like animals was much easier.
Maybe I was expecting too much from them. Or maybe I was expecting too much from myself. But the truth is that when I reach closer to the heart, where some say the soul lies. I have nothing but contempt for my reality. And suddenly, the normality of this world starts to look "wrong". It is such a stange sensation, I cannot help but feel disappointed in all this. To some degree, I know I have already failed myself, because they failed me.
It is as simple as that. And it is such a curious thing, to be in your own body, feeling alright, and then you reach in and realize your soul is actually suffering without you even noticing. And that is the cause of this existential pain I cannot fully explain. It confuses me, because you cannot answer it with anything of this world. So, there it is. The disappointment that is the source of my declining health and suicidal ideation. When all my needs are fulfilled, and I still feel empty. There is the chance that the origin of this disease is spiritual in nature. But it doesn't matter, because everything has failed already. So, **** it all.

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On 2022-07-03 at 6:37 AM, Sparklefan1234 said:

I'm feeling REALLY EXCITED to find out what my Bestie @Pandora's profile banner or signature idea is! :D

sorry about the not getting back to you, i've been exhausted <3

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Moments ago, -Solstice- said:

What is annoying you?

One of my family members didn't want me to come over and hang out the other day but they were more than happy to have me over today to come help clean :yeahno:

I am starting to feel like a maid.


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35 minutes ago, Sparklefan1234 said:

 

It's ok, Bestie. I hope you're feeling better now. :rarity:

mhm <3 probs have to get stuff checked at doctor again {vitamin levels etc because my body doesn't take up D from sun etc}
so i sleep like.. way earlier than i normally would but i can dm you what i wanted? :O

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1 hour ago, Pandora said:

mhm <3 probs have to get stuff checked at doctor again {vitamin levels etc because my body doesn't take up D from sun etc}
so i sleep like.. way earlier than i normally would but i can dm you what i wanted? :O

 

I hope it all goes well. :rarity: I feel like PM'ing will be fine. :coco:

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I’m feeling ok-ish, still a little mixed.

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I'm feeling kinda disappointed because the Izzy & Pipp pose I used for my signature & profile banner doesn't fit in an avatar box without

cutting a lot off or just looking yucky in general. 

No big deal. :pistachio:

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I'm feeling quite poorly right now. I took a nap, woke up with all sorts of thoughts going through my mind. Instantly made me feel uneasy. That's progressed into depressive thoughts, fear, the typical mental train wreck shit that I always am. This weather that has been absolutely horrid nearly all season really doesn't help. 


 

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I woke up in a good mood. I wanted to thank everyone for showing me support when I changed my avatar to reflect my autism pride, as well as my favorite G5 character. I really appreciate how kind and friendly everyone who posts on this forum is. :fluttershy:

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Pondering. Night time brings a different kind of understanding for me, and many of the things that become occult by the rational thinking of the sunlit hours, are finally revealed. But so are the illusions that come with the moonlight.
So, even if it is possible to know the mysteries of this creation, it is also a possibility to get lost in the mist of delusion these are veiled with. But it is precisely darkness that contains the enlightenment which the blinding sun conceals from both knowledgeable and ignorant alike.

And with the sun dawning, so does the veil of the mundane. The doors are closed once more, and all "truths" become mysteries, dancing like mirages under the daylight. And you are left wondering, whether you saw any truth, or just made a fool out of yourself. Hahaha.

I always wondered about that, is the fool mightier than the world in the end? Is the jester wiser than the king? He knows nothing, and experiences only bliss because of it. So, is a binding truth, worth knowing? When ignorance can set you free.

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I’m literally crying right now. 

There was a Reddit post in a “Cursed Comments” YouTube video that completely caught me off guard and hit a raw nerve.

The subject matter is something that should not be discussed outside of the “Debate Pit of Tartarus” subforum. 

All you need to know is that it hit way too close to home. :(

People making posts on the internet need to choose their words more carefully, because you never know if someone might screenshot your post and repost it, causing collateral damage towards innocent people who weren’t your intended audience… 

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