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I wrote a very short fanfiction about six months ago. It's not so much a full story as a brief allegory. I'd appreciate any feedback on it. http://http://www.fanfiction.net/s/8492160/1/We-Are-The-World-Of-Light

Welcome to MLP Forums. I'm glad to hear that you enjoy being a brony. I'm sorry you can't reach out to your friends about MLP, but hey, this is a great site to talk to fellow bronies.

Yeah, I'm pretty sure they were. Doing a quick google search brought up some book covers that look similar to what I remember.

That reminds me of these books about dragons I saw at book fairs way back in like 2nd or 3rd grade that just fascinated me. It inspired me to go on a quest to discover dragons. I never really got around to doing that, though. The same goes for other interesting plans I came up with back then, such as wanting to make a time machine out of a watch and wanting to build my very own power ranger suit.

I went to a Jeff Mangum concert a month or two ago. I'm not a fan of his music, but I went with one of my best friends, so it was totally awesome. It was my first time ever going to a concert. It was a pretty good experience, I just wish we had sat in chairs instead of standing on the stage the whole time, though. My legs got pretty stiff, and it was really crowded. Overall, though, it was great.

Here are my favorite bands, along with my favorite song from each band, in order, first being my most favorite. Nightwish. My favorite song by them is Song of Myself from their album Imaginaerum. Delain. My favorite song by them is I'll Reach You from their album April Rain. Stratovarius. My favorite song by them is Elysium, from their album Elysium. DragonForce. I don't have a particular favorite song by them.

Dragons are beautiful, fascinating creatures. They're a common aspect of fantasy novels, which is my favorite genre of literature. In fact, it is my favorite genre of everything in the media. My favorite movies all involve fantasy in some form. I also love stories that involve dragons. It's awesome that there's dragons in MLP, too.

My tongue operates on different cycles, or something. For a few months I'll like one brand of potato chips, then I won't be able to stand them, and I'll switch to a different brand, and so on. This has gone on for several years. I used to like rice crisy treats, but something happened that associated the feeling of nausea with them, so I can't stand them now. I can only eat hot pockets for a few days before I feel like I just have to switch and eat something else. Then I can go back to eating hot pockets sometime later on. I don't know why.

^ Cookies are awesome. > I'm listening to music and posting on MLP Forums. v What's your favorite genre of music?

Your mom gave you dog medication? That's just crazy. You should call social services or something.

I'd say that I'm a good person. I'm far from perfect, and I make plenty of mistakes everyday. I've said and done things that I regret tremendously. But, I want to improve, and I have improved in certain aspects over time so far.

I notice this all the time. Social situations make me stressed out and anxious, even the most simple ones. I often worry about what other people think of me. I'm always afraid I'll say or do something that's stupid in front of other people. It causes me to almost never talk unless I have to, or I'm around my friends. Only around my friends am I able to socialize. And, even then, most of the time I'm not being my true self. I often feel like I have to make them laugh to constantly reassure myself that they accept me for who I am, which results in me saying vulgar or offensive things that, when I'm alone and I don't feel like I have to act in certain ways to please people, I want to distance myself from. The ironic part is that they probably would accept me if I just acted myself. But I don't even know if I know how to be my true self in public, because I'm so used to acting in different ways in different situations. On the internet, I'm not in direct contact with anyone I'm talking to, so my fear of social interaction is greatly reduced, resulting in me being able to come a lot closer to being myself in some situations. But in some situations on the internet I even act in certain ways that are just not me, all due to my social anxiety and insecurity.

I used to watch extremely violent and disturbing movies on a regular basis. I went through some sort of phase last year where all I watched were the most disturbing movies I could find in the DVD rental store, aside from movies that were just obscenely grotesque. Despite avoiding the very worst out there, I still saw plenty of things I wish I never saw. Some movies I have seen have had extremely negative impacts on me. My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic helped me to get out of this phase. Watching all of this stuff was just another part of the whole spectrum of depression, anger, and suicidal thoughts I was going through last year. Eventually I experienced so much mental torture I finally had enough and threw out all this crap. Nowadays, I greatly tone down the kinds of movies I watch. I try to stay away from R rated movies in general, and anything that just looks depressing. Now, I just stick with MLP, milder movies that generally aren't higher than PG-13, and much milder music than the garbage I used to listen to when I was depressed.

My weirdest conversations in real life probably took place about four years ago in the 6th grade. I remember one of my best friends hanging upside down off of a swing proclaiming that he was my daughter, and I in turn proclaiming that I was his grandmother, or something to that effect. On the internet, my weirdest conversations are probably with a moderator on a site I'm an administrator on (which is currently temporarily down, unfortunately). Here's an example of one of my conversations with him that I took a screenshot of a while ago (I edited it removing the site name so I won't be advertising, as well as blurring any sensitive information):

I love nightwish. I'm currently listening to On the Other Side by Delain.

How exactly does the stare work?

667 pages later: yeah, we're getting somewhere. I'd say I win, but the likelihood of this being the last reply is extremely low.

It's not stupid at all. It just doesn't work for everyone. I met a girl on the internet four years ago that, in 2010, I thought I had fallen in love with. Maybe I did, maybe I didn't. It turned into a living hell for me later on, because I had no idea what I was doing. There was conflict between us and I ended up becoming depressed and suicidal because I was looking at everything in the wrong way. I only finally freed myself of my self-inflicted hell of the way I was looking at my situation with her a few months ago by finally moving on.

That's interesting. I'm glad he liked the final result even though he isn't a brony. You shouldn't feel like your stuff isn't good if it doesn't get accepted to EqD. EqD is extremely popular, and they might get so many music video submissions they wouldn't be able to feature all of them.

Meadows of Heaven by Nightwish.

That was absolutely beautiful. You and your friend did an excellent job. I also especially love the name of the song, Transform the World. I hope you continue to make more videos like this one, I would love to watch them.