Your Inner Demons

[Sage 125]

I'm not alowed to forget anything, that's my demon. everyone I ever hurt, every mistake I have ever made, every time I was betrayed. I'm not allowed to forget. I remember everything, and it's really draining. I don't want it any other way though, because I think I should remember. They're important lessons and burdens I must carry with me so I won't make the same mistakes again. I still want to forget though, maybe I wouldn't have the issues I do if I did forget. I'm plagued with constant reminders though, and it eats away at me. I'm not strong enough to carry the burdens I think I should carry. I'm always depressed because I hate myself for these memories. I feel them trying to warp who I am, trying to make me a sadistic person, filling my head with ways to harm people. I refuse to become that person though.

[Thuja 3,659]

I would have to say that my inner demon is my doubt.  It's that one thing that has kept me down for most of the time.  All of those "I can't"s, etc. feel like a stone that keeps me under water.  Sure, one may say that I still have problems with caring about what others have to say too much.  I'm trying to fix that, I think by giving that one inner demon the boot, I'll be one step closer to becoming who I want to be.

[gamecubeguy214 2,512]

From MLP:FIM there is only one character that has a inner demon....

I don't think that's true. Pinkie, for example, becomes so sad sometimes that here hair ''Deflates'', and she doesn't want to become that. I'm sure that's an inner demon.

 

As for my inner demon, I definitely don't want to be poor person. I want to be a rich man with a beautiful wife, big house, and awesome children.

Edited July 31, 2015 by gamecubeguy214

[Melke 160]

I have been exploring myself for a long time and I have quite a repertoire of demons that show up depending on the situation.

 

My main one is Regret and it shows up to haunt me very often.

 

Secondly, I have Desperation and closely followed by Despair

[Steve Piranha 29,434]

My inner demon? I loathe the people I live with, and I struggle everyday to not fall into depression and cross the line. One time, one douchy teenager pissed me off and I phisically threatened him, and if not where for a relative stopping me, I'd probably would have hit him. Yeah, I grew to hate these people so much that I'm constantly wishing pain on them, but becoming harder to not actually doing so 

[Monsoon 1,662]

My inner demon is anger I can get angry really easily which means I can get violent fast this one incident I had with this kid in my PE class in the changing rooms he whipped my back with his tie while I was picking my shirt up I just turned around and kneed him in his stomach and smashed his head into the wall multiple times before my friend stopped me I probably would have continued if my friends didn't stop me

[Codelyy 1,288]

My inner demons i would say is me trying to not express my anger. I've never really expressed my anger before but i imagine it wouldn't be good as when i'm angry, i can quite aggressive as most people are but it's not good when your a black belt in kickboxing.

 

I wouldn't say it happens a lot when i need to stop myself from expressing my anger for things or people... mostly people but it's not easy when it happens.

 

Though despite never expressing my anger before from what i remember... i imagine it will happen one day.

[Ruddboy Olaf 10,628]

I have 3 inner demons at this point.

 

Anxiety and Social Anxiety- Whether regular or social,they chip away at me slowly as the days go by. I can usually hold off regular anxiety,unless it's night and I'm alone. But,social anxiety,I cannot control.

 

Hyperactivity- Annoying and childish. This is what I try to avoid to become. This is why I try to act like an adult.

 

Boredom- This one is usually out on the surface. I can't get away from it. Boredom controls me like a puppet. Making me unable to enjoy anything. 

[Lunatic Cake 1,618]

So I've discovered a demon inside me recently that is cold-hearted and cruel. Thoughts such as: "Everything would be better if person X wouldn't be around", "If only person X would die already" and almost catching myself laughing as person X lies on the ground in front of me, helplessly, looking at me. It's really scary considering I really love that person and that person has been around ever since I was born. I don't know what to think about it as everytime I see that person now I seem to snap into a disgusting cold person I would rather not be.

 

It kinda reminds me of the time when I abandoned my emotions years ago and starting to despise the world. Luckily I got out of that situation but I might fear it's going to happen again, but worse.

[Pastel 7,630]

Oh, if I understand well, I have a perverted inner demon, who only thinks about sex. :x

 

I don't think I have other ones, or at least they're not important.

Edited August 1, 2015 by Blobulle

[Thicc Luna 1]

Been a long time, 

My inner demon, well I got some many of them watching my back, I can feel the nails dig in my skin. It burns but its what I want and it kills me to know that. but the sad thing is we make are own demons just wish we could kill them too. 

[Splashee 28,566]

My inner demon wants me to watch Youtube instead of working. I am sure I am the only one with this problem?

[Stone Cold Steve Jobs 22,441]

My inner demon is selfish, bitter, hateful and always angry. It is envious and feels deserving of things it doesn’t earn. I was this demon for ages. I no longer feel like I am.

[Pastel Heart 6,467]

My inner demon is twisted, morbid, chaotic and destructive. Would much rather just see everything burned down and reset. I think this comes from my feelings of despair, powerlessness and helplessness to fix my own situation and the state of the world around me.

But I accept that demon. Cos that's part of me too. If I surpress that and pretend it doesn't exist it may overtake me and I don't want that. I will stay Pastel, all sides of me ♡

[Early Sunsets 2,107]

Mine does what it wants without caring about consequences. It's oblivious to the well-being of others, quick to anger, violent, destructive, stuck-up, and extremely hateful. I used to see a lot of this in my dad (not quite as much in recent years), which makes me think it's hereditary, to some extent. It's another reason I refuse to have children.

MLP has actually helped me quite a lot. The more I take the show's ideals to heart, the less I find myself regressing into that toxic person.

[AppleButt 8,676]

I think that maybe my biggest one is that I just don’t care.

I don’t care about life, I don’t care about my future, I don’t care if I live or die, I just don’t care. 

 

[Dreambiscuit 10,095]

My inner demons are not something I’m proud of. I can be selfish, cynical, hopeless, judgmental and weak to temptation. I try to battle this aspect of my personality and I’m usually successful as long as I keep busy and my brain is active with constructive pursuits, but if I have too much time on my hands and not enough energy or focus to use it constructively, the ugly stuff rises to the surface and it isn’t pretty to see. 

[Jedishy 3,549]

My inner demon is an addictive personality. I have gone from alcohol, to cigarettes, to a heavy food addiction. Its something I struggle with regularly. But I am slowly winning against.

[TBD 17,256]

I would say..laziness. I'm pretty active but what I mean by that is not having the motives to do things that could improve my life. It's an awful feeling though, it's like having a voice in the back of my head to keep telling me to do it but my lack of motivation or whatever reason is not doing me any good, then I feel guilty afterward.. idk, maybe I'm just always feel melancholic.

On the brighter side, I do admit that I find dark humors no matter how offensive they are funny. And I'm not ashamed to laugh with it. 

[Vefka 1,499]

My inner demon I think is anger... or evilness? I'm usually too kind person, I feel pity about everyone and everything, even inanimated objects. But I also feel satisfaction when somebody get in small troubles. In school when my classmate get in trouble with a teacher, fail in some test, etc I feel good and satisfied for some reason

Also when I see scumbag like from a video where a couple of teens beat to almost death a random peer, rage fills me, I start to imagine how I slowly torture them and want it to happen in real life so bad. But of course I'd never do such a thing irl

 

[Clawdeen 15,458]

Oh yeah I got a bunch of those. Which one you wanna talk to?

[Snoopy Fan 1,358]

I’m sometimes quick to anger.