RainbowPastel

I pick skin off my fingers.

Thunderstorms and I have a love/hate relationship. I could really use one though since I'm currently in the middle of a really bad drought.

But seriously and honestly, I flip if I don't get what I want, if someone doesn't stop doing things that annoy me when I tell them to, when no one listens to me and hears me out on my problems, when I look at everyone else's lives and they're having so much fun and experiencing so much and all I do is sit at home because apparently I'm not allowed to have fun in my family and then they rub their great lives in my face like.... The mildest could be is depression. I get quiet and complain. The bad ones are what they call "tantrums" or "meltdowns." I hate it when they call it that. I yell, scream, throw things, and the worst is when I get physical or I threaten one with a weapon. I have a list of the most memorable things I've broken out of anger: 4 doors A car windsheild The plastic hook that holds up the visor in the car The home phone Dented and stabbed(knife) walls A couple of brushes 2 remote controls Oh And I slapped my dad across the face and called my grandma a bitch (well my dad deserved it and my grandma is a bitch) Sometimes I act like I'm proud of these things I did (hey! I got guts!) but I really do regret them after while. EDIT anyway besides my anger issues, I have my terrible sense of humor! It's great til the extent where I offend someone. My jokes are often mostly perverted, racist, and sometimes sadist. I like seeing others in pain. Idk why! I think it's because the gory ones I watch are effects for entertainment purposes. I watch shows like Untold Stories of the ER and see pple come in with crowbars sticking out of their heads or I watch torture-porn themed movies like Saw, Human Centipede, and A Darker Reality. A couple years back I used to watch REAL ones from gore websites.

My dark side is actually so bad and too much to describe so here's a video that sums it all up

I had an idea for what is like a piece of cloth that women stick to their private. Then I saw an iO video about the exact same thing being released called a strapless thong. Now I thought of something similar, but the cloth sticks to ur nipple (more likely womens) so ur nipples won't rub against ur shirt when ur w/out a bra.

I think sickness most likely. Other possibilities of my death might be a freak accident, murder, or suicide.

.......... The entire Equestria Girls movie. ....... By reading this, this timeline is the plot of EQG

I have a VisTablet Muse Pro It works good, easy to use, and comes with Adobe Photoshop Elements.

I got 102...hmmm.... Then again I did guess on some of it :comeatus: These test are so corny!

I'm going to be 17 in September soo.... -I'm expected to do things on my own and be responsible. I'm too lazy! Now get me a drink! -Can't go long distance alone. I can't travel anywhere!!! -I get made fun of by peers and get called names like "kindergartener" and stuff like that cause I like MLP. -I have to sit next to pple I hate 6 hours a day for 10 months for the last 15 years and I have 1 more year left. I CAN'T STAND IT!!! -I have to deal with teenage bitches who always look at me like "EWW WHO THE HELL IS SHE?!!" -I wish I was born earlier so I could have been done with all the above and have gone to college by now! -I'm the youngest out of everyone in my family (even cousins) so it makes it a whole lot worse since I'm the only one without a life. -I just CAN'T put makeup on like other girls my age. I only wear it occasionally like cosplaying and formal wear. When I do put it on, it's so hard for me while all the other girls can put it on easily. It's like my effin motor skills or something. -AND B.O.. I stink. Even if I shower, I still stink. And I'll have it for the rest of my life. I hope future technology would make my B.O. smell like roses. -Can't get a bf cause no guy likes me. I think it's that smell *sniff* *sniff* That smelly smell. And the fact I don't wear makeup. I LOOK LIKE I'M FREAKIN 11!! I'm going to be a senior soon and pple think I'm a freshman. Good for when I'm 40 but not good right now.

I don't think so..hm....idk.......I'll just put my general dreams that are the most vivid to me and stick to me for the rest of the day. So my best dreams are very adventurous because I'm held back from being adventurous irl Some dreams are about pony merch that don't exist and there are ones that predict the future. I had a dream about having a pony collection right on the night before I got my very first set of ponies, and I didn't even know I was going to get the ponies until I saw them. My bad dreams that stick to me are the apocalyptic dreams I get once in a while when my real life is chaotic at the time.

As a girl: -I get yelled at for not "being ladylike" and sexist kids not letting me do anything because "it's for boys" -My . . It's worse than an average girl's so I have to take pills for it -I'm emotional. There's so much drama! -My family favors my brother over me because he's a guy, -I can't wear tight clothes nor all the other normal clothes girls wear my age. Anything they wear doesn't look good on me. -I'm expected to wear MAKEUP?! My motor skills aren't as good as the norm so it's harder for me to put makeup on. -Formal. -Boobs. -Boyfriends. Guys don't like me. -Other girls judge me because I'm obviously different from them. -Dealing with bitches. -Long lines for bathroom. -"Your brastrap is showing" "Your nipples are poking out" THERE'S SO MUCH MORE!!!

Mine varies from almost grey to dark turquoise depending on lighting, clothing, and makeup. Mainly blue. Grey-blue

My ears don't drain fluid so I get ear infections and I had 5 different sets of tubes put in during my childhood. All the tubes and infections rotted a hole in my eardrum so I had it replaced when I was 8. I still get ear infections and my ears hurt a lot on the plane because they can't pop. And I always seem to get sick right on the days, and I mean only on those days, I look forward too; graduations, conventions, favorite holidays, vacations, faires and festivals. A lot of the times I have to miss out on these things because of it

-I have PDDNOS, ADD, and I'm clinically depressed. -I've been obsessed with Pirates of the Caribbean since Curse of the Black a Pearl came out on DVD. -I love thrill rides! -I'm an adventurous person but my family is way too over protective to let me do anything cool and adventurous. -I can't tan. I only burn. -I took choir and I just signed up for Drama -My dream includes meeting Lauren Faust, going to Disneyworld and Universal Orlando, etc. -I never see my mom a lot. Only about 5-10 times a year. -My other dream is for her to see me walk the stage at graduation -I live with my dad's side of the family but I don't fit in well with them. -I'm obsessed with plushies!

8:53pm, Thursday, September 4th, 1997 Birthday buddies!!