ExplosionMare

110!

A couple of those Eggo French toaster sticks.

So far I have just checked the forums and Discord. I also ate breakfast.

You'll just have to change your name to Sparkplug, now! --- Nooo, it's mine! Y'all can't have my username!

How the heck am I supposed to work with eleven?!

Maybe 6-8? I honestly don't keep count, I just care if I feel well-rested the next morning.

I started sobbing because I thought my dad put ketchup on my hotdog and gave my sister the plain one. I was a teenager when this occurred Dad actually felt so bad that he apologized profusely and switched the plates back immediately. My dramatic teen self really thought: "He doesn't love me anymore, he can't even get my hotdog right!"

Perfect GIF to describe this frustration, Sparkplug! ⚡️ *When someone thinks I'm male even though my user name has the word "Mare" in it, the unicorn in the avatar is female, and my profile is generally very feminine with the pinks and purples. That's rich coming from a PhotoShop Fluttershy

I never sought love myself, it always came to me (well, more like "love" because it was usually all a ruse in the end). I still won't go out seeking for love because that's not in my personality. I honestly just want it to stay away from me so I can focus on my friends and family instead. I am happy with those relationships and I am content with not having a husband, kids, etc.. I have thought it over and I feel like the romantic life never truly appealed to me the way it does to most people. I think all along, I just wanted to feel cared for by somebody outside of my biological family but I have found that now outside of having a partner. Entertaining the idea of a romantic relationship was fun while it lasted but that part of my life is over now. I don't care what anyone else says or thinks because at this point, if I dated anyone, it would be to appease other people and not for me, which would just ruin the relationship anyways. TLDR; "Love" has found me in the past and I don't really need it to find me again, since I'm not looking for it myself in the first place.

I started out with AT&T as a teen because it was cheaper for my parents to afford. I later got Verizon with my dad but later on I switched to TMobile because it was easier for me to get a new phone that way and it's just less of a hassle since my dad would have me Venmo him or send him a check each month rather than finding a way to transfer money more directly It's funny in hindsight because I used to have a bank account tied to his name that we could actually do a direct transfer out of. Not sure what I'll end up using once I move out and get my own plan. I'll have to look at the rates.

I wouldn't say insults hurt me as much as apathy would. The words that tended to hurt me the most were the kind that let me know that people weren't trying to be understanding and didn't plan to, either.

• The first time was because someone who is now thankfully banned from here convinced me to leave because I had "nothing" here without them. It was a very messy and abusive situation that I'm so glad to be forever done with. • The other reason is, well, interesting... I was permabanned for a good few months under the assumption that I was a minion to someone's nefarious doings on and off this site. It was an absolutley devastating situation for me and the many others that were involved but by the grace of a dear friend and some staff here, I got a chance to share my side of the story and clear my name. Just to be clear with everyone, I have no hard feelings about the ban! I understand that mods were just doing what they thought was the safest thing to do at the time. So, uh, lesson learned, don't get too involved with toxic people like that and think they can change. There are unfortunately people out there that want to cause harm and you can't convince them otherwise, so it's best to just stay out of their way as much as possible and report them if you must. Also, I don't plan on taking long breaks anytime soon unless I just have to for IRL stuff I love this forum and I'm very happy to be apart of it once again!

Continue to browse the forums.

I have a high school graduation memento box and some movie/play tickets from shows I really enjoyed.

Yes, but only if it's really sunny out. I also have to be careful that I don't get double vision issues because otherwise, I'd have to switch back to my prescription glasses. Thankfully, this issue is rare ever since I got my latest prescription.

Not super bored but I feel really restless.

Those thumbprint cookies with the icing in the middle of them.

Being off work and hopefully getting to see a friend later that I haven't seen in person for quite a while.

I knew someone who was a Satanist, although I have heard it's not quite like it sounds...she did outwardly hate Christians, though, and I couldn't be around that. Even though I told her it didn't bother me if she was bisexual and I was never the type to push religion on somebody, I was worried she'd change her entire view on me if she found out I was Christian, so I'm glad she didn't really care to keep in touch once the school year ended (we were pretty much just post-COVID friends during my senior year back when people were scrambling to find new friends since most of their current ones chose to finish out the year online).

Both! It feels like the part of Deltarune where I've entered the Dark World and all my activities, friends, etc. are different from the real world...but also similar. I'm a magical purple unicorn here but also a genuine person behind the screen, so I tend to incorporate both "personalities" here.

Nope, I'm Eastern. I only know at least one person here who is Central.

Bills, but just for my mom

Oh, of course! Plenty! My favorites being Animal Crossing: New Leaf, Super Mario Bros 2, and Disney Magical World!

It's ok, I'd be really angry and cuss a lot if someone did that to my mom, too! I'm relieved you were able to get things resolved eventually! --- I don't know if I've just been feeling stiff lately or what, but I'll feel this...I don't know, "tingly pressure" on me when I'm laying in bed. Could be from how sore I've been lately from work, but that's only a theory. I can't really tell for sure but I am quite tired of feeling restless.