I just woke up feeling kinda...down, I guess. Not sure why unless I had some sad dreams that I can't remember. I've also just thought about how someone I used to love took so much away from me (and I let them) and how I can't get that time back. My friends have been so gracious to me, almost acting like I never left, but it still saddens me that I made people feel for a time that I didn't care about them just because I was promised something "better" by someone who only wanted to isolate me.