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Lately, I've realized that I just might be asexual. Quite possibly aromantic as well, though I'm much less sure about that one. All of that stuff sounds pretty nice, but the idea of taking part in it myself is becoming less and less appealing. This confused and worried me for a while, but I've decided not to get hung up about it. If it happens, it happens, and life'll go on if it doesn't.

 

I ate all the watermelon and popcorn-flavored jelly beans too.

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-I like Brussels sprouts.

-I am afraid of dead things with their eyes open.

-I have to go to bed over an hour before the time I want to fall asleep because my mind is overactive all the time.

-I keep a journal

-I can't stand being upside down. It freaks me out.

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Once I was home from school 'sick' and took a bus into the city to have a shopping spree (and may have taken a little bit of my mums money too)...

 

I've smeared dog pee on my brothers doorknob when mad at him. I also take prized possessions from his room when he pisses me off. I have a stash in my closet.

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I keep leaving advice in the "life Advice" section (i'm pretty sure its goodish advice) despite the fact I have never been in most of the situations.

 

Also I'm not sure if I even have proper emotions other than Empathy (feeling other peoples emotions) and only when around them. I mean I'm never angry unless someone is angry towards me and only when there angry at me but as soon as they are out of sight i'm not ares't. I never seem to worry about anything unless its happening in font of me and I have never (what I can remember) woken up sad in my life!

 

I'm very logical and blunt and I do seem to understand emotions better then most people I know (if not everyone I know), I'm good at cheering up people around me and making them understand thing they don't even think about. but I don't seem to have any emotions that last more then a couple of minutes 


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- I like to watch really bad romantic comedies and laugh at how terrible their are;

- I like reading a particular genre of fanfictions and fimfictions;

- I like to dance around the house when no one is home;

- I like to sing real loud when no one is home;

- I ate a whole roll of biscuits a week ago, I feel no shame;

- I broke a mirror 2 years ago, still haven't told my parents;

- I keep a lot of pluchies in my bed;

- I really like mathematics;

- I'm a big nerd;

- I had a crush on my best friend for a long time before we lost contact;

- I still have more but I think it's enough for now.

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I confess to rooting for bad guys in movies and some games-I find movies predictable when they all end in the happiest way possible. I feel like despite overwhelming odds, I am always rooting for the underdogs. (IE Starwars, I root for the Empire) Is this just me? Or are there others that feel the same?

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-My favourite words are all curses

-I do not care what I look like or how others see/think of me

-Apple Bloom is best pony

-I name objects that mean a lot to me (ex: my pillow, PS2, violin, etc)

-I normally prefer older versions of newer stuff (ex: music, anime, games, etc)

 

That's all I can think of right now.

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I'm a klutz, even when I'm asleep.  About 2 or 3 days ago, I was dreaming that I was in a different bed somewhere (no idea where), and that someone behind me said my name - so, I rolled over in the dream... Except, that transferred to real life, and I rolled over... ending up falling off my bed whilst still asleep!  I didn't wake up until I hit the ground (luckily), but... I kinda jammed my thumb when I hit the floor, and it may have even been sprained or something.  It's still sore now, but less swollen.

Lol, when I hit the floor and it woke me, I literally just said, "Ow..."

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I hate myself. Though I told people this they think its a bad thing. I don't. In my way of thinking, just cause you hate yourself it means you can shear more love with people.

 

Often wish to be hugged or hug others. Witch would really put people off if I tried, cause I'm a fat 24 year old guy. So I don't give hugs unless the situation might fit it.

 

I use to not understand why the people in my life love me.  I use to think that my mother loved me because she had to. But I'm stating to change that way of thinking and I'm starting to understand things more.

 

I am not very smart. I don't know how to do things. Whenever I don't know a ward I ask for the meaning shamelessly because I don't think there's anything wrong with not knowing something. Mostly because I was never taught it. So it's not my fault. 

 

I hate crying. But every time I get into heavy things I feel like crying. I can feel tears welling up behind my eyes. It it makes be angry witch just make me want to cry more.

 

When I talk I some time don't filter the things I say. Cause I sometimes don't see the people of saying it. But as I got older I leaned that I really shouldn't say some things. I did think before I say but not that much. But I am very honest. I say what I think with very little filter. But I'm not very Steuben so I can change my mind about some things.

 

I have a very bad memory. So I can forget things even after just doing them. And it really scares me. Because I'm afraid I might forget something very important, and I have. Many times. 

 

I've stolen a few things in my life. Mostly DVDS. Because I felt like it cost too much and I thought I could get away with it. And I did. They are good movies too. I have also took things from my friends, which I feel real bad about. A few music CDs and some video games. I use to take money from my mom as well. I still feel real disappointed in myself about that. I stop when she found out. I mostly spend the money on food.

 

I got really fat in high school. Cause I like to eat. I don't think it was because I was depressed from being bullied or anything. I just like to eat and I'm hungry a lot. Even though I was bullied. 

 

I cant understand why people cant be up front with everything. I think they have too many things they don't want to talk about and too little of the things they do want to talk about. Because I don't talk much to begin with so most of the time when I have a conversation with someone it goes quite. One of the reasons I don't like to voice chat. 

 

I get angry when I have to repeat myself. Because I never talked much through my life, so my voice is low and I don't talk really loud. When I do it makes my heart race. I don't really know why. 

 

 

And I guess that's it. 

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I have an addictive personality :( probably one of the few confessions I'd put out there :P


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I've never taken a single sip of alcohol due to little oath I made to myself a few years ago.

 

You're not missing out on much.

 

As for me, let's see... when I'm in public anywhere, I always act very cold and distant, so people don't approach me or want to be my friend. The reason for this is I have bad abandonment issues, and I find it very hard to become close to people, as I'm afraid they'll suddenly leave.  In reality, I'm a pretty kind person, it just takes a lot for me to become close to someone. There are only three people I'm close to, and two of them I met online.


“Hardship often prepares an ordinary person for an extraordinary destiny.”

― C.S. Lewis

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@,

 

try for a week, or a month.  Or a month and a half.

At uni, I wore the same clothes for over 2 months...how's that? :lol:

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@,

 

I went 2 and half months in the same clothing. Not by choice. I live in the south and Katrina took my house. It was not fun.  I had to bathe in a green pool with my clothes on. 

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I have a very difficult relationship with my mother, I'm unable to understand if she loves me or not. She often treats me like I was still a little child (or worse, a retarded little child), always expects absolute perfection from me in everything I do, and has told me four times (I counted them) that she wished I wasn't her daughter.

 

This is one of the reasons why I have depression (and those four times are the four times I've thought about suicide), other than my appearance, my very few friends who often forget about me and how impossible it is for me to speak with people my age. I feel too different from my classmates: I'm the only one in my class who is fat for real (not morbidly obese, even if I'm looked at like I was), I don't drink or smoke or sleep around with strangers or act like I was older, I've got more "childish" tastes (I love watching cartoons and playing simple videogames and reading comics and playing with plushies), and I'm smarter than most of them (I know I may sound to proud here, but most of these guys don't know anything about geography, history, or literature).

 

Also, I'm not that certain about depression, because I don't know who to talk with about it. I was thinking about talking with the school counselor about it, but I'm too scared that they would tell my parents or teachers about it, and I'm too scared of finding out my mother's reaction to it.

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-I have quite a few changes in preference, but currently my favorite word is "Sunder". Because it sounds cool.

-Sunder also rhymes with Thunder. I like Thunder. And Lightning. And Electricity. I hate Physical Science, though.

-I think I have a seriously ugly body. It's composed of those miniature zit-like dots on my arms, legs, and back that I always pick on and end up bleeding a lot because of it, it's also composed of stretch marks near places like my armpits and hips, and also I have a lot of body hair. Not liking it at all. Dunno how to fix it at this point.

-I apparently have a very insidious imagination. Sometimes I fantasize about beating the living shit out of someone, or at least thinking of the worse possible thing I could have done to a person when I got into a dilemma with them sometime in the past, or in general fantasizing about what would happen if I totally just ruined their day for no reason. Would never do that in real life, but for some reason I like to conjure up imaginations like that.

-I also have a very morbid and dark side-imagination. I can't explain any details because A.) I'll get banned or something B.) Everyone in this forum will shun me afterwards and C.) It might become a conspiracy

-I'm very perverted. Although, I never show any indication or expression that I am. I normally try to hide it a lot upon common sights. ex.) Short Skirts, Cute Brunettes, etc.

-I have a Gingerbeard. It's probably because I'm 25% Irish. I'm not too fond of it, to be honest, but it does gain me some humorous popularity around other redheaded people.

-I procrastinate a lot. But when I'm not procrastinating, I'm a massive workhorse that never seems to stop until I get bored again.

-I have the hots for multiple girls in my school, and I have no idea how to choose between the few. Although I could possibly narrow it down to the people I know.

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I have a very difficult relationship with my mother, I'm unable to understand if she loves me or not. She often treats me like I was still a little child (or worse, a retarded little child), always expects absolute perfection from me in everything I do, and has told me four times (I counted them) that she wished I wasn't her daughter.

 

This is one of the reasons why I have depression (and those four times are the four times I've thought about suicide), other than my appearance, my very few friends who often forget about me and how impossible it is for me to speak with people my age. I feel too different from my classmates: I'm the only one in my class who is fat for real (not morbidly obese, even if I'm looked at like I was), I don't drink or smoke or sleep around with strangers or act like I was older, I've got more "childish" tastes (I love watching cartoons and playing simple videogames and reading comics and playing with plushies), and I'm smarter than most of them (I know I may sound to proud here, but most of these guys don't know anything about geography, history, or literature).

 

Also, I'm not that certain about depression, because I don't know who to talk with about it. I was thinking about talking with the school counselor about it, but I'm too scared that they would tell my parents or teachers about it, and I'm too scared of finding out my mother's reaction to it.

 

 

You can't be anything but yourself. And if no one can except that, oh well. Live how you want and to hell with anyone who says otherwise. And don't trust counselors cause they will tell your parents if you have thoughts like that. I know by experience.  Just say fuck it and put yourself out there.  And don't take shit.

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I just got a new Fluttershy plush, and I've slept with it every night. I love cuddling with it. No joke though, it really does help me sleep. Also, I am a supporter of communism and am obsessed with Soviet Union paraphernalia.  :squee:

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Fluttershy and Princess Luna are the 2 BEST PONIES. Just sayin.

B) and Trixie's really cool, too. 

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A surprising one for some, but not a surprise for others. Either way, why not say it now that we are here?

 

I am a hopeless romantic. I try to act distant most of the time when it comes with that, but I am a really romantic person in the core. I cannot avoid thinking about a person that I like, I cannot avoid being all fuzzy inside me, I cannot avoid dreaming about that person and me, along with other things. But seeing how close I am, I cannot express my feelings on that way, but I let them appear through another way.

Did you ever wondered why I ship people? That's the reason. If I cannot be able to express it to that person, at least I want to use it to let others feel it.

 

 

- I like to watch really bad romantic comedies and laugh at how terrible their are;

It makes me glad that I am not the only one. I love romance, but I love even more reading failing romantic comedies. I just can't resist it.

and it boosts my already enormous ego about me being able to write a much better story :^) 

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I confess. It took me this long to realize we are all insane.

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"The place where you made your stand never mattered. Only that you were there...and still on your feet." - Stephen King

 

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