TBD

I replied here already and still sticking what I said before. It has been 5 years since, and yes sometimes I do have this feeling where I wish I have found my one and only SO. But there has been lots of factors getting in a way most of the time so I try not to think too much of it. But I know for sure I will be single for a very long time until I found “the one and only.”

I can’t believe Kosi 101.1 radio didn’t start jamming xmas musics yet. “Well why don’t you play xmas musics on your own term TBD?” IT.NOT.THE.SAME.

I get most people such as workers and colleagues like how grounded I am and tends to enjoy having me around with them. Sure, I’m pretty chill down to earth kind of a guy but….just don’t push my button mmkay?

If my sacrifice could bring some peace or at least make a difference then yes without a hesitation. It’s not because I want to be a hero or anything. I want to make sure if I’m going to die, I want my death to create a positive impact and having no regrets. I want to do one good deed for the world before I go.

I actually do in a great deal. What you wear define how you are as a person. If I see a person walking around looking like a slob that tells me you don’t even bother taking care of yourself or your hygiene. I like people who could present themselves clean and at least know some fashion taste on daily basis. Because that tells me you got a colorful personality and know how to take care of yourself. People with fashion and bold taste usually grab my attention. I don’t care if you’re attractive or not, but goodness sake, don’t go walking around in your PJ.

I would say the sooner the better, right after Halloween. I just need my mind off of things and xmas is my medicine. So crack up the music!

Feeling quite desolated. Halloween is my favorite holiday- yet another year passed and still got nothing to do to express my joy for this holiday. No one to celebrate it with me nor share the same passion for it. I’m dowsing myself with this horror short I found on YouTube “The Jester”. Which I happen to admire-a one man entertainer for Halloween. I guess I just missed the trick or treating part or the scaring the kids around block back in my younger days. Adult taste these days, for fun on Halloween is not my taste. I’m an old school. Also My work was supposed to allow us to dress up but unfortunately they changed that. So we are forced to come in all black(our dress code). Bummer. It’s that feeling you think you’re too old for Halloween but you still love it with passion. But you don’t understand why you’re feel depressed or on a edge once the day arrived. Then you ponder about what you should do for Halloween for days and forget the deadline only to realize you got nothing to do for Halloween to express your joy for it. It’s sucks to feel dreaded on your favorite day.

Super happy! My sister got to meet Tom Felton and she got him to sign my Slytherin wand!!! I wish I could meet him too but this means a lot anyway!

I decided to take the test too and I’d say this could be considered as ‘dark empath’. Although I don’t agree in labeling myself since some cases may differ depending on who or what situation I’m dealing with.

Gosh… you know I have been holding back my emotions and tears for so god damn long that even when I wanted to, it’s just doesn’t come gashing out the way I hoped. I do cry but it’s more like a sting rather than like a waterfall that actually really matters. Because otherwise I would have felt like I have emptied out all the negativity from my chest. And then feel better the next. That’s what crying is supposed to do for you. I haven’t gotten that experience yet.. even so I’m also too afraid to.

Aside from fictional ones and a celebrity, not at the moment yet. My experiences with old crushes get flushed faster than I can say Mississippi. But never harm me much as I gotten older, since I’d just bounce back up and only have the cycle continue. I kinda learned to view it as a little exciting experiment and not take it too personal if I get rejected. Like “oh I like you <3, rejected oh boo hoo, oh welp your loss, moving on Xp.” Repeat.

None, I don’t know them personally. Who I rather save is my aunt. She passed away from a stroke due being left alone in a house for hours. She could have live if weren’t for this irresponsible cousin and her ex. I would go back in time and prevent it from happening.

I have been shopping mostly clothes, hats, accessories, and makeup. Pins too since I started to enjoy collecting them. I don’t buy anime stuff as much at my younger age but now I am. K-pop album for photocards and posters. My room is filled with posters now.

Feeling good! My old instructor contacted me back about a job opportunity at a lab and all I have to do was sending my resume and meet the guy!! Hopefully they will hired me. Always good to have a backup at least while I studied real estate.

That sounds encouraging then if the anime decided to change the pacing because man, it was plainly hard to watch. And I would feel bad skipping and fast forwarding it. That’s why I picked up the manga since it easier to speed read. But I’m more of a anime than a manga reader in general so if the anime itself is getting better with the story pacing than I shall continue! Right now I’m starting Maineford arc.

Lowkey- that I just came to realize after finally catching up to the manga but still half way through the anime is… I slightly kinda enjoy the live action one piece better. Don’t get me wrong, the story pacing was a lot better in live action than the anime due to not having so much of the “extra dreadful drag scenes” in the anime. Maybe I’m getting too old for this type of anime that drags with nonsense and prefer the pacing to be “get to the point now” in a anime nowadays. I also appreciate a more serious tone and more screen time for other side characters for their development beside the trio (Sanji, Zoro, and Luffy) in the live action. Especially not overly sexualizing my girl Nami! Hopefully the live action keeps the same momentum for the season 2.

I would love to work under Hidetaka Miyazaki’s games, creator of Dark Souls and more! Just basically under Namco Bandai Games Inc or Ubisoft to work with Harry Potter games and assassin creed!

I finally got my hand on JJBA eyeshadow palette from Shu Uemura! Been waiting for a month to place an order!

Exhausted. Have family coming over which is nice and all really, but the whole day felt like I’m running a whole restaurant by my self.

I love his new album and this is my favorite song from it

I’m a quiet a judgmental guy which could also mean I could have good judgment on people I meet. I purely judge people by how they present themselves to me. I’m not asking much, but I expect people to come to me in very respectful and intellectual manner. The way you talk and the way you act. I’m might not be a social butterfly but I do expect “good vibe” from you and will be easily open up to you if I get that sense from you. If not, I will not give a second look at you and discard you completely. I may be a people pleaser but rarely have people pleases me.

The most reasonable reaction

Well….. “Nobody like myself Feelin' this fly as hell Everyday look like movie Try to lie to yourself I'm the truth, oh, yeah The way I walk in the room, oh, yeah Yeah, yeah [Pre-Chorus] No matter what the angle I'll be lookin' great though Choir full of angels They're singing this song everywhere I go Ain't no point in asking what's the price 'cause I'm cool as Everything you want, you'll get it twice 'cause I'm cool as Everybody saying, "He's so nice, how he do that?" Just came out the freezer, dripping ice, what I'm cool as“

Coming back to my old workplace to work there temporarily, seeing lots of familiar faces again and knowing how much they missed you, makes me feel like a celebrity

My hair is about a neck length long- and I have bleached/dyed my hair. My hair color is right now light golden blonde. I tend to look better in lighter color despite of my natural color being dark brown. Blonde or light colors makes me look more matured accordingly to my age so I’m sticking to light colors or mainly blonde only.