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I’m proud of my sense of humor. I was decorating my work place.

As a writer myself- I will never allow my fans touching my work. I don’t do fan service nor should the other writers. If I were to become professional writer, what I would do instead is encouraging my fans especially those who enjoy writing to go and achieve their dream as a writer. Encouraging them that if they need someone to help them get started in a writing Industry I got your back.

I had let my insecurities and obsession get the best of me and caused me to lose the very person I deeply cared and loved. She was special to me but after realizing it was me not her, it helped me to self-heal and move on.

I remember coming here for the first time. Not sure what to post or what- till I step upon “game forum” and participated in it. It was how i actually got comfortable and grow to know most of the members here. Then I begin to expend my socializing in debate and RP. Sign. Good time good time.

Jack of all trades

Psychic would be nice to have. Or ability to conjure magic and spell like Doctor strange .

Here’s mine, pretty accurate. I like playing in my own little world or with closet friends or small groups. I do like getting stronger and level myself up but I hate ranks. Nor do I care about it since to it’s make people have this false achievement ego which leads most players to become toxic. My greatest pet peeve is when players especially toxic players, brags about their crits damage or stats instead of the talking about the game itself. Back in the days I remember people would talk about the games and the story. Now it’s just all about “look mom am I Swrong? Look at my stat %! Look I got to Rank S!” Thats great kid, you earned a golden star! Good job! now how about you try contributing that much effort to your schooling and other life achievements??? But anyway- while you guys are so busy about stats and popularity let’s talk about the game itself. How about that? Anyways here’s my result

I have a habit of me seeing everything like a musical broadway theatre. Setting myself as a main fictional character on a stage and the people could either be the audience or side characters in my pov. It’s just a way for me to cope with life and understanding how I should feel. It’s hard for me to understand my feelings or convey in words, so musics helps me. So whenever I listened to a music I would play an image of myself as a ‘character’ expressing their feelings through imagery and acting it out - kinda like being in my own little theater world. The people I meet, I imagine them as the side characters for my stage. who I could chose to either be my companion and be part of my stage if I like them. Or get sidelined backstage if I don’t like them. if there’s people such as ‘haters’ I see them as unwanted audience and unimportant and ‘kick’ them out of my life. My world is like musical stage. Music helps me understand my emotions and playing it out in my stage world helps me express it. I would create “characters” for myself in my head and they have different persona and roles which I choose to act as depending on my mood or how the days goes for me. Hence for example i can choose to play someone who’s indifferent. When someone got upset for me being insensitive, my mind goes like “well I would care but today I’m not feeling it.” I created my life pov like a story- if things doesn’t go by the script I tend to get upset or lose my temper. This also corporate towards me being a writer too. Since I have a habit of turning things into a story, this how I get my inspirations.

The less fuck I give and learning to ignore negativity.

Stubborn, I tend to like get things done my way since Im a planner and not that adaptable.

I don’t actually… I don’t like socializing but it does get lonely sometime.

College, I hate hate labs, with extreme passion. Except for Organic Chemistry since they allow you to do your own lab work and data collecting. The rest is too standard and a huge waste of time doing pointless experiments.

English for me- not because English is my second language but it’s boring as hell.

I wish Marceline the Vampire Queen is real. I love all her songs and she’s also my favorite vampire character! I would be her biggest number one fan!

I’m INTJ with an unhealthy enneagram type one personality.

Yes pretty accurate- i actually do love music, drama, and literature more than drawing even though I love doing arts too! Plus history/science too!

Looks like we need a 5th reich.

I was going by Johnny Pete- my alter ego via to “Saint Jimmy” from Green Day. But I moved away from it awhile and change to “Satrox”. No significant meaning to it just a band name. Then I have no idea what to go by so I was stuck with TBD. I would like to go back to Johnny Pete one day though.

I’m sure there there are few people like me who feels like I was born in a wrong generation. Someone who have experienced many thing beyond my age. I’m quite aware of many things more than I show. I feel either too old for my age or just born the wrong time. The weirdest kind of feeling is where I feel like I have experienced things when in reality, I haven’t yet. And I’d like to share it but fear that people will mistook it for something else or say “you don’t know anything because you’re not even there to experience it”. And that makes me feel misplaced. These feelings I got are mostly from my dreams. I believe my dreams tells me something and it’s more than just “dreams”. I would like to think I have a bit of talent for conjuring dreams that is needed for me know or be aware of things. Example I believe my dream conjure bits from my past life memories. Hence why I often feel like I’m experiencing something that my waking life hasn’t. It’s hard to explain it or try to make reason for it- so if I have people say otherwise, I don’t blame them.

I’m getting back in the anime and now reading the recent arc manga. I will admit I did skip some few parts here and there, the unimportant parts that drags like hell. plus most of the things I already know from following up One piece lore and spoilers my whole life since the day I stopped. And playing OP video games in the past helps. It’s feels great being back on track with One Piece.

It was definitely game boy.

Hm, I suppose occasionally.

Not really, I like to buy things I like and usually when I spend on things, are clearance sale. I feel proud of myself for finding something nice for a good price. . When I want to buy something more expensive- I don’t really feel bad since it’s not often that I do. I’d treated it like I’m rewarding myself for not being a big spender.

Aggghh- it’s so annoying when you’re trying to write but the background and everyone around you is making it so hard to write. I seriously need a room to do my writing.