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i cant make choices myself, i have to ask for help when choosing between even the smallest things. also, i get very obsessive about things i like and i end up getting upset when people try to “intrude” on my favorite stuff. also i don’t feel very masculine. i am a man, but i don’t feel very macho or manly. i don’t particularly want to be, but i feel like i HAVE to be. 

:blush: idk it kinda sucks

this was more than one sorry

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I’m a yes man.  Too many times I get myself into things I’d rather not cause I find it hard to say no.  I’ve gotten better about it over the years so there’s that, but I still need some work. 

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I’ve been called frigid more times than I can count. I prefer the term distant over frigid personally. I know that I can be very difficult to approach and it’s something I wrestle with.


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my brain it reacts slowly to everything especially in social situations


                                                                          

  

                                                                               

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Only one? :D

I think I'd have to say that sometimes I commit too much to work/studying and leave myself with too little time for anything or anyone else, and stress myself out in the process. I do this because I want everything I do in life to be the absolute best it can be, but I have prioritised this so wholeheartedly that I've ended up alienating people who I've been very close to without wanting to (it's possible they may even see this - if so, I apologize) and sometimes even shut my close family out too. Maintaining a work/life balance is definitely something I need to get better at.

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I’m too heavy. Need to lose about 10 pounds to 20lbs. Also I wish my brain was more typical. My autism gives me intelligence but causes common sense issues and not realizing what’s obvious to others


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Sometimes I become too slow, especially if I feel like what I do is not appreciated. That's my biggest problem and I would like to learn to accept criticism in healthier ways than I generally do :blush:


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Everything? LIke I am broken, basically. A lesser man. Screw it. I remember being on my balcony some years ago, dissociated as usual. And there were a couple of people coming from the left of the street. I saw them in my periferal view, but didn't pay attention. And then one them angrily kicks a metal door making a very loud noise. And I turned to look at this girl, or boy. And his face was shaped like a  crescent moon. It was very, very deformed. And I see her staring into my eyes with such hatred, as if she knew me. Wow, did I screw the human gene pool introducing all sort of physical defects and mental illnesses. Which may explain the subconscious guilt.

Also, the sheer unstability I experience myself, pisses me off. It is always there. But I did not want to see it. The truth. And whenever I see a homeless person thrown in the street without the bare capacity to move. There I am, too. These broken, dysfcuntional and mentally handicapped people may exist because of me, I fear. Because the way that girl with the twisted face looked at me. There was quite a bit of hatred and pain in those eyes. Just imagine it.

It reminds me of tubalcain and his progeny of freaks and degenerates. And I feel pretty much like him. I don't understand the actual source of all these genetic issues. But I have some of them myself. A weak body that is anorexic no matter my diet, spinal problems, misaligned eyes, crowded teeth. But it doesn't stop there. There is more! On top of all the mental problems. I am not a good person at all. Most of the time I feel like a murder hobo riddled with compulsive behaviours, misogyny, sadism, violence, jelousy, narcissism, etc. I am a "hippy", basically. A liar. A charlatan. A lesser specimen of the human species in the chain of society. And it gets worse. I am essentially destroyed. So, there is some honesty for you. But there is a certain beauty to the truth. Don't you think? Even one as ugly as this one.

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Moving on is something I don't do, but I am easy to leave behind and it kind of gets to me. Identifying putting in the effort to try and make friends with people who really don't care about me whatsoever is a flaw of mine, and something I'm currently working on.

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