Confession Time!

[Gloomfury 243]

@,

 

try for a week, or a month.  Or a month and a half.

[Willow 1,008]

 

 

I've never taken a single sip of alcohol due to little oath I made to myself a few years ago.

 

You're not missing out on much.

 

As for me, let's see... when I'm in public anywhere, I always act very cold and distant, so people don't approach me or want to be my friend. The reason for this is I have bad abandonment issues, and I find it very hard to become close to people, as I'm afraid they'll suddenly leave.  In reality, I'm a pretty kind person, it just takes a lot for me to become close to someone. There are only three people I'm close to, and two of them I met online.

[Guest]

@,

 

try for a week, or a month.  Or a month and a half.

At uni, I wore the same clothes for over 2 months...how's that?

[Gloomfury 243]

@,

 

I went 2 and half months in the same clothing. Not by choice. I live in the south and Katrina took my house. It was not fun.  I had to bathe in a green pool with my clothes on. 

Edited December 8, 2015 by Gloomfury

[KlutsyDraconequus 120]

My confession is that I see dead ponies...

[SunflowerPrincess 345]

I have a very difficult relationship with my mother, I'm unable to understand if she loves me or not. She often treats me like I was still a little child (or worse, a retarded little child), always expects absolute perfection from me in everything I do, and has told me four times (I counted them) that she wished I wasn't her daughter.

 

This is one of the reasons why I have depression (and those four times are the four times I've thought about suicide), other than my appearance, my very few friends who often forget about me and how impossible it is for me to speak with people my age. I feel too different from my classmates: I'm the only one in my class who is fat for real (not morbidly obese, even if I'm looked at like I was), I don't drink or smoke or sleep around with strangers or act like I was older, I've got more "childish" tastes (I love watching cartoons and playing simple videogames and reading comics and playing with plushies), and I'm smarter than most of them (I know I may sound to proud here, but most of these guys don't know anything about geography, history, or literature).

 

Also, I'm not that certain about depression, because I don't know who to talk with about it. I was thinking about talking with the school counselor about it, but I'm too scared that they would tell my parents or teachers about it, and I'm too scared of finding out my mother's reaction to it.

[Redeye 399]

-I have quite a few changes in preference, but currently my favorite word is "Sunder". Because it sounds cool.

-Sunder also rhymes with Thunder. I like Thunder. And Lightning. And Electricity. I hate Physical Science, though.

-I think I have a seriously ugly body. It's composed of those miniature zit-like dots on my arms, legs, and back that I always pick on and end up bleeding a lot because of it, it's also composed of stretch marks near places like my armpits and hips, and also I have a lot of body hair. Not liking it at all. Dunno how to fix it at this point.

-I apparently have a very insidious imagination. Sometimes I fantasize about beating the living shit out of someone, or at least thinking of the worse possible thing I could have done to a person when I got into a dilemma with them sometime in the past, or in general fantasizing about what would happen if I totally just ruined their day for no reason. Would never do that in real life, but for some reason I like to conjure up imaginations like that.

-I also have a very morbid and dark side-imagination. I can't explain any details because A.) I'll get banned or something B.) Everyone in this forum will shun me afterwards and C.) It might become a conspiracy

-I'm very perverted. Although, I never show any indication or expression that I am. I normally try to hide it a lot upon common sights. ex.) Short Skirts, Cute Brunettes, etc.

-I have a Gingerbeard. It's probably because I'm 25% Irish. I'm not too fond of it, to be honest, but it does gain me some humorous popularity around other redheaded people.

-I procrastinate a lot. But when I'm not procrastinating, I'm a massive workhorse that never seems to stop until I get bored again.

-I have the hots for multiple girls in my school, and I have no idea how to choose between the few. Although I could possibly narrow it down to the people I know.

[Gloomfury 243]

I have a very difficult relationship with my mother, I'm unable to understand if she loves me or not. She often treats me like I was still a little child (or worse, a retarded little child), always expects absolute perfection from me in everything I do, and has told me four times (I counted them) that she wished I wasn't her daughter.

 

This is one of the reasons why I have depression (and those four times are the four times I've thought about suicide), other than my appearance, my very few friends who often forget about me and how impossible it is for me to speak with people my age. I feel too different from my classmates: I'm the only one in my class who is fat for real (not morbidly obese, even if I'm looked at like I was), I don't drink or smoke or sleep around with strangers or act like I was older, I've got more "childish" tastes (I love watching cartoons and playing simple videogames and reading comics and playing with plushies), and I'm smarter than most of them (I know I may sound to proud here, but most of these guys don't know anything about geography, history, or literature).

 

Also, I'm not that certain about depression, because I don't know who to talk with about it. I was thinking about talking with the school counselor about it, but I'm too scared that they would tell my parents or teachers about it, and I'm too scared of finding out my mother's reaction to it.

 

 

You can't be anything but yourself. And if no one can except that, oh well. Live how you want and to hell with anyone who says otherwise. And don't trust counselors cause they will tell your parents if you have thoughts like that. I know by experience.  Just say fuck it and put yourself out there.  And don't take shit.

[retrobakon 57]

I just got a new Fluttershy plush, and I've slept with it every night. I love cuddling with it. No joke though, it really does help me sleep. Also, I am a supporter of communism and am obsessed with Soviet Union paraphernalia. 

[Lightwing 12,967]

A surprising one for some, but not a surprise for others. Either way, why not say it now that we are here?

 

I am a hopeless romantic. I try to act distant most of the time when it comes with that, but I am a really romantic person in the core. I cannot avoid thinking about a person that I like, I cannot avoid being all fuzzy inside me, I cannot avoid dreaming about that person and me, along with other things. But seeing how close I am, I cannot express my feelings on that way, but I let them appear through another way.

Did you ever wondered why I ship people? That's the reason. If I cannot be able to express it to that person, at least I want to use it to let others feel it.

 

 

- I like to watch really bad romantic comedies and laugh at how terrible their are;

It makes me glad that I am not the only one. I love romance, but I love even more reading failing romantic comedies. I just can't resist it.

and it boosts my already enormous ego about me being able to write a much better story :^) 

[TigerGeekGuy 4,662]

I confess. It took me this long to realize we are all insane.

Edited December 9, 2015 by ATGG

[N.W. 3,619]

I am a supporter of communism and am obsessed with Soviet Union paraphernalia. 

I feel you, I was pretty much the same 2 1/2 years ago. I still retain interest in both, however my support depends upon what exactly is being discussed.

 

To have this post stay at very least somewhat on topic:

 

I have considered dating a few people of the same sex, or rather considered potential feelings for them. Technically speaking I did date someone of the same sex for a day, but thought I ought to put more thought into it and thus ended it then.

This was this past summer when I pondered my sexual stance. I can say I have some lingering thought on the subject, but nothing as big as this past summer.

[FlitterFlutter 1,583]

I hope no one on my friend list reads this, but I really enjoy clopping.

[1Bit 1,531]

Despite what's expected of a guy in this day and age, I absolutely adore good romance books/movies.

 

I am somewhat of a hopeless romantic and I love romances because of all the warm, fuzzy feelings in my heart that they give me

 

I'm also the first guy to say whether or not I think a relationship is adorable or not. Like, two of my friends hook up? I'm instantly all over them in that really silly way of "Oh you're so cute together!"

 

But yeah, that's just me and my corny romantic mishaps :3

[Detritus 258]

Back before Friendship is Magic existed, I remember seeing some of the G3 artwork and liking it...

 

As an example, I remember my sister used to have some stickers of the G3 ponies on her laptop. I often had to repair the thing for her, so I would see the stickers frequently, and I guess they kind of grew on me. When I watched FiM for the first time, I immediately recognized some of the names, like Pinkie Pie, Scootaloo, Cheerilee, and such.

[chirox the pony 1,336]

I'm starting to lose interest in my little pony and I think it's the fanbase's fault.

[MiniHoovy 37]

I still have a giant giraffe plushie that i had when i was 4 and one time when i was around 12 i started a fire on purpose and ended up burning my mother toilet in which i just painted over while she was still gone 

 

Most of you probably have something to say about me after that last one 

[Holiday Agnaktor 1,435]

Aaaah, I love this thread, just because I get to say stuff that I never tell anyone, ever...

 

So.

 

I'm having repeated dreams about me and my love talking about kissing, as I'm pretty sure that we'll only kiss if we know that the other wants it, but we have no way of knowing that the other wants it without asking, but if you ask, and the other doesn't want it, it sounds pretty creepy.

 

So far I've dreamed about it four times now.

 

And every time I'm so relieved that the problem is solved, but  when I wake up, it isn't.

 

It's annoying.

[Snow Frostflame 3,568]

-I fanticize more about being in a relationship with guys than girls

 

-I cant start a conversation for shit, I tend to just awkwardly stand there

 

-I dont like my real name but I wont change it because how much my father fought to name me this

 

-Sometimes I feel I'd make a better woman than man

 

-And I'm into cross dressing

[DeadAccount 4,603]

-I sing whenever I am alone Or at least when I think I am alone

-I cried a little during some emotional parts while I was watching Mockingjay Part 2

-After I take a shower and then find myself alone and no one else around, I LOVE to whip my hair!

-I, out of almost-idiotic curiosity, blindfolded myself and wandered around the house to simulate what it would be like if I suddenly went blind :lol: (of course I did this when I was alone =P )

-Swimming is the only sport I've actually done and been on a team for ^^;; I feel kinda bad about it because most of my family was expecting me to be a basketball merl but that is actually the opposite! Heh I kinda suck at it and I get hit in the face way too much

-Sometimes when I wake up in the morning, I just love to roll around, tumble, and be silly

[Chara 1,565]

During Spring when me and my best friend was playing tag, I ran into mud and slipped, later that day PEOPLE THOUGHT I CRAPPED MYSELF         It was so embarrassing but that was such a long time ago it's not really embarrassing anymore.

 

 

 

-I sing whenever I am alone Or at least when I think I am alone

OMG.... me too! xDDD but the sad part is I start dancing.

[[NULL] 906]

When I was a kid, I enjoyed Star Wars prequels. *shudders*

[PacificGreen 1,163]

I used to eat large pinches of salt straight from the shaker when I was younger, up until high school.

 

I just like the taste of salt.

[CC_Maud_Pie 6,431]

I used to post here more often under a different username. My new username fits me more than my former one.

[1111 1,284]

I don't come to this site because I like mlp really much any more but because I can't help my self.

I don't see my self enjoying life with out money.

I feel too incompetent to be a adult by my self, still living with family and wouldn't know how to function by my self.

I wish I never had to see an other person again i'm feed up with the need to socialize when when people can't act decent.

I question if i'm depressed i'm sure i'm not healthy in some mental or psychological way, or at the least should go to a therapist.

I'm losing interest in my hobbies and other one's I wanted to do are way above me.