Thuja

I have a very loud sneeze, I used to try and hold it in but that tends to hurt so I stopped doing that. I've given up all hope that I'll have a quiet sneeze one day.

I wear my boots inside as well as outside. I would like to change that at some point though but it's hard to get out of the habit. I used to be a bit picky when it came to wearing shoes indoors but then I stopped doing that, don't really know why I stopped doing that. I only take my boots off before getting ready to go to bed.

I had a dream that a vampire was chasing me in a shopping centre and was holding people prisoner in a meijer.

I feel tired, everything seems to be going by so slowly this week in comparison to the last few months.

I have an old shower, it has a knob for hot and cold water and a switch on the faucet that I have to pull to turn on the shower. I've always wanted one of those hand shower things, I was in a hotel that had one of those and if I ever have my own house I want one of those installed.

My grandpa, my parents and my brother were all part of the military in some way. I used to want to join the military myself but something told me not to, so I didn't.

I'm thinking about how slow the days seem to go by lately, it's like the start of this week everything feels like it's going by so slowly. The past few months have seemed to go by quickly but not this week for some strange reason.

​I'm wearing my Queen Chrysalis tshirt and my pjs.

I hate that I don't understand my own emotions sometimes... I might feel something but I wouldn't be able to assign what the feeling is? Like, is it anger? Disgust? Fear? Happiness? What???

I'm thinking my phone service has been blocking calls when I know I should have gotten a phone call by now. I'm thinking I should finally take up an offer to get a job, I'm thinking it probably already went to someone else but I can try right? I'm thinking it sucks that I can't change the names of the Ryders that I'm not playing, I can at least keep the names I picked for head canon. I just think it would be really weird to have my Ryder named "Marius" when his sister is named Sarah and his father is named Alec. I just think it stands out too much, maybe I'll have to think of another name...

I tend to avoid walking home at night. I'm just worried about getting attacked or something like that, where I live it's not very well lit.

I used to live in Virginia so yeah, I think I'm still registered to vote. I live in Canada now though so I don't think I can vote anymore.

So the Andromeda Initiative leaves the milky way during ME2... I was hoping it would be afterwards. I wonder what they're going to do about the Genophage? I was hoping they weren't going to touch on that since if they leave after ME3, the Genophage wouldn't be an issue anymore. Ah well. Look at this trailer, wish there was more to it than that and I don't want to get a twitter account just to get more info from the devs... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pyZw_oqk7Q8 It's been confirmed that Papa Ryder's name is Alec. I hope we can edit that, I liked my headcanon one better. I hope we can have two different coloured eyes, that would be great and LONG overdue... Ryder name change has been confirmed but I'm not sure if that applies to Alec or not...?

Waiting for news on Mass Effect: Andromeda. Can't wait for the news to start rolling out!

As a wise man once said, "Fat bottomed girls make the rockin' world go 'round!"

I sleep on my sides, it's harder for me to go to bed while sleeping on my back or stomach. Also, I can't sleep with my legs covered, I tend to kick the blankets off in my sleep.

*Whispers* It's N7 Day~! It's N7 Day It's N7 DAY IT'S N7 DAY!!!!!!!! I can't wait until they finally come out with info~!

Steven Universe, Star Trek: Deep Space 9 and Rick & Morty.... I don't really watch tv any more, I just buy the seasons or season passes as they come out from itunes.

My main Dragonborn is a Redguard who has pretty much spent his whole life under the Empire so of course he's going to support the Imperials. Since I don't play any nords, I never really saw the purpose to supporting the Stormcloaks.

It was a warm fall day, my mum and I were on a road trip back home from visiting my brother(who was in the navy at the time). During the trip, we felt very cold, even with the heat on and we both felt like someone was watching us. So we decided to stop somewhere for lunch at this one out of the way place. The parking lot was empty(it was past the lunch rush) and we go inside and have a late lunch. We come back to the car and when we both got in, it reeked of cigarettes and it was pretty cold in the car(even though the sun was out and neither of us smoke). We both looked around the parking lot, which was empty still and merely shrugged it off before we got back to the highway. "Maybe someone took a smoke break?" My mum said but it smelled as if someone was smoking inside the car, not outside. After a while of driving, the smell went away and it finally began to feel warmer in the car, it was very strange. When my mum was visiting a friend on the rez(my grandma was pretty sick at the time) she was giving her friend some things she found while walking along the beach when she was visiting me(I used to live in Virginia Beach and our rez is in canada along the border of michigan). Suddenly, a large shell she found was thrown off the table(it was situated in the middle of the table along with some smaller shells) into the wall and broke(it was a pretty thick shell). This wasn't the only thing that had happened, many other people had similar random experiences that lived on the rez and a bunch of people started panicking asking, "Who died?!" My grandma died that day around the same time that shell was thrown against the wall. Even I felt something that day while I was going to school, something that I couldn't really describe. My grandma had a very strong spirit and when she died it sent a shock wave through the entire rez. My mum's friend still has the broken shell, she was pretty bummed out when it broke.

I think if I had a superpower, it would be transformation. Want to fly somewhere? Boom, bird. Want to swim in the ocean? Boom, I'll turn into a shark or something(I just think sharks are cool). It would also be kind of awesome if I had the similar type of shapeshifting that the Founders from Star Trek: DS9 had where you can literally turn into mist or travel around in space(having the ability to live for hundreds if not thousands of years would be pretty cool too). I'd definitely like to travel in space, losing the ability to eat, smell and you would have to regenerate for a few hours in a liquid state is an ok trade-off for that ability.

N7 day is tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!! They(bioware) changed the mass effect website and there's a video up that doesn't work yet. Along with papa Ryder, I really like the scratches in his armour, those tiny attentions to detail. My mind is all over the place today and my head hurts when I type. I'm too damned excited for this game.