crisahys

This song is not only my favorite, and this song definitely describes me. You could say I'm a bit weird.

Chrome is my absolute favorite since I needed the favorites on the toolbar to get around.

I absolutely have writer's block. Especially in the middle of stories here and there.

I would recommend the pony version, but I'll leave whatever's good for you. If you feel comfortable doing a human version, you have my permission to do so.

I have an OC you could draw about for a while at my request. His name is Scarred Rhythym, and he's an hybrid between alicorn and chaos bringer.

I think of love as people stabbing you in the front but hold you tight and close to where you feel that they still care about you regardless of how much it hurts. There was a quote (from the person whose name I forgot) that says, "If you have friends that stab you in the front, those are the kind of friends you should hang out with." Love is not people surgarcoating your life while stabbing you in the back. Love is holding on to a person who gives you straight-up, bitter, black coffee that we would call it as the truth.

Note: The bio was inspired and referenced from Ink Rose's Headcannons about alicorns and dark magic. Scarred Rhythym’s Family is of the darker time in a great effort of survival. It all started thousands of years ago when Ombra was using dark magic, the first time it has ever been done, and he is also married to a wonderful, trustworthy alicorn of light named Luciamor, meaning, “loving light,” who was unaware of what Ombra was doing. Just before Ombra was going to use his dark magic to turn into a chaos bringer, he had the news that Luciamor was pregnant with a mare and named her Cardicura, which means, “caring heart.” By the time Luciamor had given birth to her, Ombra left for the worse. The news suddenly struck that Ombra turned against his own kind, and when Luciamor heard that, she realized that some of his hatred is already inside her, so she casted a spell on her heart and mind to protect her from the dark magic she inherited from her father. The only last words given to Cardicura from her mother is, “The only way to keep your first child safe from the corruption of the mind and heart is to love your enemy, and do not be afraid to use any magic for your protection, both light and dark, because my magic will always be there to guide you and your child’s heart and mind.” Cardicura then watched her mother fly away as she casts her last spell on the mansion before she left to fight the war against the chaos bringers. Two days after Luciamor was gone, a chaos bringer suddenly broke the force field and gain access to Luciamor’s mansion, where Cardicura took shelter in. When it started attacking on her, she defended herself at the same time doing the unthinkable; she cried and wrapped her arms around it in love with a squeeze so tight. The chaos bringer did not know what to do about it. Then her embrace grew to hours and days more, and the chaos bringer finally gave up and called the other to leave the town alone. Just as it was about to leave, Cardicura brought its face to her and gave it a full kiss of magic. It suddenly fell for her so much that it would stay with her for the rest of its life. Suddenly, rumors and speculation spreads among those who survived the war, and they hated her for loving their worst enemy, misjudging it as a sign of betrayal against Cardicura’s own kind. The couple was picked on, gossiped about, hated on, and anything in the worst way done against that couple for the love shared. On the second wave of every pony’s hatred for the couple, they found out that Cardicura’s pregnant with a stallion. Cardicura gave the unborn child the name Scarred Rythym. She gave him that name to symbolize the future isolation, abuse, and neglect put on the couple and that the child will be at the same fate. When Celestia and Luna ruled over Equestria, they found out about the constant hatred put on the couple, they stopped it right away by visiting the couple’s house and comforting them for the hardships that couple had gone through. Then Celestia and Luna gave a speech about how they should not judge every creature or pony for whatever side of the war they or their family were on. The residents of Equestria felt guilty for what they did to the couple and apologized to them. The speech was actually a reminder for Celestia about a draconacaus named Discord, who was not there at the time because he thought it was a “boring” speech. The couple then was sheltered by Celestia and Luna’s protection when all of the sudden, Discord took over Equestria with his chaotic magic, causing Cardicura’s horn and wings and the chaos bringer’s powers to be gone! After a while of chaos, Celestia and Luna’s Elements of Harmony finally defeated Discord, giving both Cardicura and the chaos bringer’s powers and traits back, but the event also came with a terrible price. As Discord was turned into stone, the Elements of Harmony rippled into the chaos bringer and took a disasterly effect on it, causing it to lose memory, and turning it from good to worse, attacking the shocked and horrified Cardicura who used the newest form of magic known as the yin-yang magic. If finally defeated the chaos bringer, which devastated her dearly as if she lost her only love who was with her all of her entire life. Then after a second of sadness, she goes into giving birth and there is Scarred Rhythym, a pony with a black coat, black mane, and red eyes inherited by Ombra, wings, heart and mind by Luciamor, Dark and Light magic by Ombra, Luciamor, Cardicura, and the chaos bringer, antlers by the chaos bringer as well, and the long coat by his distant, yet unknown ancestors. Cardicura wanted to get out of the mansion because it was bring up too much negative memories for her, so she moved to Canterlot where Celestia and Luna lived peacefully. Everything went well until one day, Cardicura became ill from an emotional, long term depression from recent flashbacks and decides to go into the Everfree Forest where she hid and waited in the night for the timber wolves to come and take her. The next day, the shocked and grieving ponies spread the news to Scarred Rythym and had a funeral where his mother’s body is buried in a grave. When Scarred Rhythym grew to a colt, the Canterlot residents all signed him up to public school where he remained introverted, invective, and often misjudged and mistreated by his fellow fillies and colts. He comes home every day broken, battered, his dark magic building rage but turned to sadness, and his body fatigued from the depression in the grief of his mother, in silence and an isolated mind until one day, the doorbell ranged. Scarred Rythym had nothing more than a mellow apathy, and rather not open the door. Even the knocks on the door and the face of an ordinary pony does not encourage him either. But what caught his ear is a gift. He then took the spirit to stand back up and open the door. No one had ever given him gifts before until that day. His eyes widened with an open mouth of joy when he saw this unusual looking six string thing in front of him. He asked, “What is this?” The pony answered, “Is an electric guitar, and I not through with giving you something yet.” And in front of him also is this black box with nobs, switches, and a cord wrapped around it. The pony taught him how to set the box now called an amplifier. And from that very day, the light magic cleansed him from the hatred, depression, and negativity brought on by the fillies and colts who hated him for who he is. He then felt a will to play and practice to his heart’s content every day, and he began to build better and better skills on each note. Even the ponies who passed by cannot help but stand in front of his house because of the amazing music played there. It even caught the attention of Celestia and Luna to bring Scarred Rhythym and his instrument to play in front of the royal throne. Ever since then, he received his cutie mark, which is the skull and red wings, resembling the suffering he overcame. He is now Canterlot’s Heavy Metal pony and has inspired all the other ponies who felt left out to play too. Since then, he formed a new band called, “Animosity of Life,” and is touring all over Equestria to the end of time.

I watched All Dogs Go to Heaven 2. To say the least.

I tend to like the thick crust triple cheese topping for me. I do tend to like the vegetable pizza. Plus I tend to eat just about any crust regardless. There was this one time where my mom and I ordered this pizza, my mom hated the pizza because it did not have any sauce at all, but I liked it as long it's considered food to me and that's it. She did, however, sent back the pizza and ordered the remake. I pretty much didn't care as long as it's edible. I wish I could have finished the pizza that was first ordered though.

I'm from Texas and I'm currently living in two states back and forth, both cities are three hours away from each other.

My greatest weakness is my temper. I get easily angry, and I do build this inside of me by bottling in the things I get angry about inside of me and when that bottle explodes, I snap out like hell.

I'm allergic to omnicef (an antibiotic), and if I do get exposed to that stuff via medication, I get a really bad autoimmune reaction to it, causing my skin to get blisters and ulcers.

I gain a few male friends myself due to me in the music industry even though it's dominated by men nowadays, but I was able to befriend fellow musicians (who are guys). Particularly, I tend to open up more to female friends and a man I was dating since my 18th birthday. I may have a slight lack of opposite gender experience when it comes to guys. They're fun for sports and challenges and whatnot, but I can only have close talks to a few who were able to understand me, including my boyfriend. I just couldn't wait to get back to the other city so I could visit and hangout with him more.

Here's my list of favorite words I've often used: Melancholy Clutch Savagery Agony Brutes

I think that my awkward moment dates back to when I was 11 years old. I was at someone's birthday party. I sent the birthday person a card so funny, I'd almost peed in my pants, and that is what I did. Of course they cleaned up the mess, but my embarrassment did not effect me that much.

The offline personality and the online personality isn't disconnected. Both of them all run by the same personality. I do speak more intelligently and go towards a profound meaning in my personality in general, but you could say it's on both my online personality and offline personality.

I think that humanity lost the hunger for adventure because of the pop culture movement in mass media portraying either false image or useless programming only aimed for 18 to 35 year old men. I just feel that everyone is so conditioned to sit at the couch to watch TV that they don't want any kind of adventure anymore because they have all of their entertainment right here on a television screen.

I'd probably would hate it when I get nagged at, when they tell me what to wear but they also wear homeless clothing, when they'll tell me this or that is evil or work of Satan when they never even experience or know something about this or that their entire life, and when they say the "but" word at me.

I think that Skrillex should deserve so much credit than for what was given at him by hater. His music is awesome! I also think that the Environmental Protection Agency had gone too far with the ecological thing and the Conservatives are just plain stupid in my opinion, so that leaves me as an Independent voter in my voter's registration ID card. Now I'm going to get chocolate for me.

I'd go for Grilled cheese with mushrooms, steak sauce, and black forest ham. I'd also might as well keep the other bread off too just to put some lettuce in there to make in crunchy.