I have to take Seroquel, Zyprexa, Fluvoxamine, Melatonin and Mirtazapine every day.
I didn't mind taking medicine at first, but now I think I really hate them. I only take them cause they help me stop thinking of bad thoughts.
I guess it would have to be when night time comes by. It's a time when all is quiet and calm, and I find it really relaxing for me. I also tend to be more awake at night than morning, so I guess I spend most of my day at night.
I find the noise of the thunder really calming, for some reason. I also find lightning really cool when it flashes through the window for a millisecond.
It has some positives and some negatives. Positive being that I don't have to obsess over where everything is placed. Negative being that I can't sleep at all in new places.
My worst trait? I guess it's that I'm really shy and socially awkward. I also tend to make mistakes all the time, and I guess others hate me for that. I'm a failure in life.
I wish I had something special to remember from my childhood. But instead, I'm traumatized by all the bad things that happened then. Let's just say I've been through a lot of childhood abuse.