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Midnight Solace

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  1. I'd have to go with winter. The cold temperature helps me sleep easier and the heat isn't so annoying.
  2. Well, most of my friends have told me that I am very friendly, caring and kindhearted, but it's just that I'm really shy. So, expressing my kindness can be kinda hard.
  3. I'd prefer sleeping in a cooler environment, as heat can really make annoyed when I sleep.
  4. Well... Kind of. I feel like it's a part of their personality, but still, it's just a picture.
  5. My least favourite thing at school would have to be the people there. The teachers and the other classmates would always pick on me since I'm the quiet and extremely shy pony. My favourite thing though, was art class. I really liked to draw back then.
  6. I really hate school. I always hated waking up, and all the work is way too much for me, and people at my school are assholes. I often get bullied a lot, and as a guy that really has no motivation to do anything, I let myself get bullied physically and verbally. My experience from school traumatizes me to this day.
  7. I used to. I remember I was really good at it. One day, I thought of teaching my younger sister how to skateboard. She went down a steep hill, and well... hurt herself pretty badly. I stopped skateboarding ever since. I would never forgive myself for many things, and this is one of them.
  8. I still like to look back when I won the MLP 35th Anniversary Banner Contest here on MLPF. I can still remember that I was overjoyed that I finally did something. I don't really have anything else to be proud of that I did...
  9. I honestly wish I could say my day was better than the last, but the truth is that things are really getting worse for me. I could not think clearly because of my erratic emotional state and my generally clouded mind. I remember drawings ponies used to help, but I have no motivation to do so these days...
  10. When I was bored I used to just watch FiM, play Xbox, go onto the forums or draw ponies. The thing is, I just don't really find interest in anything anymore. I am mostly starting to feel bored all the time.
  11. Usually, I would just stay quiet and hate myself for how stupid I am. I can't cope with it. I would probably never stop thinking about how I was shamed, and it would still haunt me to this day.
  12. I used to be on Redlight Ponyville, but I have forgotten my account's name, and therefore, I can't log back in.
  13. The most I could ask for is just to have others that really care about me. To have true friends for once. Someone that could just listen to what I have to say.
  14. 1. Social interaction 2. When things go wrong 3. Losing friends 4. Not being good enough 5. Being embarrassed 6. Bad memories 7. My auditory hallucinations 8. Verbal abuse 9. Loud noises
  15. I'd prefer the dark, It relaxes my eyes, unlike the sun. It can also help me sleep better. I'm used to being in the dark a lot; my curtains are always closed.
  16. Umm... I've got a dog. Her name is Milo and she's 2 years old. She likes to sleep on me.
  17. Honestly, the only thing that would made me happy at this point in my life is to have true friends.
  18. I'm always lonely. Not many ponies would bother to even talk to me because of how unnoticeable and unlikable I am. I also tend to stay away from others IRL, and isolate myself in my room. So, I guess I'm used to it.
  19. I'm always nervous being around other ponies/humans, I'm just always socially awkward and shy. I'm also afraid of being embarrassed, so I guess that's why I try my best to avoid others.
  20. I like it when it rains at night. The noise of rain hitting the ground helps me sleep.
  21. I didn't know you could discuss this kind of shit here. I tend to self harm a lot, almost every single day because of how emotionally distressed and hopeless I am. I hate no one but myself. Physical pain also helps emotional pain go away.
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