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  1. Midnight Solace
    Getting to sleep is one of the hardest things to do for me. I have take 5 medications everyday just to peacefully fall asleep because I think way too much.
  2. Midnight Solace
    I'd just like my own afterlife to be my own room. It's the only place where I feel safe and comfortable.
  3. Midnight Solace
    Well, I got 28. That's a pretty big number for me, as I am probably 16-17 years old.
  4. Midnight Solace
    Well, I do know that my ethnicity is 1/3 Greek... Other than that, not much.
  5. Midnight Solace
    I'm not very good at coping with it. When I'm sad, most of the time I would self harm. It's the only way I would feel better.
  6. Midnight Solace
    We could survive without sleeping, but it shortens our life span. This is why I try to sleep less than 2 hours every night.
  7. Midnight Solace
    I can't go to sleep without my Twily plushie.
  8. Midnight Solace
    I have already failed in life. My existence is meaningless because I seem to be not helpful to anyone, and all of my dreams that I hope to reach one day will never happen. I don't want to burden anyone with my problems because it makes me feel bad, and I don't think my life would get better at this point in my life. Every day of my life is filled with tearful and deprived thoughts. I am always lonely, afraid and vulnerable. And with FiM ending, I have nothing to live for.
  9. Midnight Solace
    I used to, but I wasn't entirely interested in it at that time. Now, I want to play "This Day Aria" on piano.
  10. Midnight Solace
    If my posts in Life Advice was broadcasted as well, maybe not. I don't want others knowing about my problem.
  11. Midnight Solace
    I mostly like to daydream about ponies and stuff.
  12. Midnight Solace
    The hardest question for me to answer would always be, "are you okay?" To be honest, my life isn't getting better at this point in my life... It's getting worse. It's just would hate to disappoint those who ask me that question, and I wouldn't want them to be worried about me, so my answer would most likely be, "I'm fine."
  13. Midnight Solace
    I'd prefer a brownie. I actually find that Cupcakes are kinda hard to eat for me.
  14. Midnight Solace
    I feel like that all the time. Especially when I'm drawing. Sometimes I would hear noises behind me, and I would get a panic attack and quickly look around, but no one's there. I still keep looking over my shoulder all the time, just to be safe. I have this certain paranoia of others watching me, that's why I prefer to stay in my room.
  15. Midnight Solace
    Well, It seems that my room has mostly MLP merch. Mostly plushies and the IDW comics.
  16. Midnight Solace
    I'm pretty sure the forum you are describing is Sugarcube Corner. It even says it in the description:
  17. Midnight Solace
    I guess my day is just the same as the others. Spent most of my time thinking of why I'm still here. Feeling sorrowful. Hopeless. Distressed. Fearful. Lost. Heartbroken. Lifeless. Alone. Crushed. Rejected. Hesitant. Pathetic. Useless. Agonized. Uneasy. Tearful. Anxious. Pained. Discouraged. Vulnerable. Afraid. Lonely. Miserable. Mournful. Deprived. Helpless. Lonely. Embarrassed. Doubtful. Empty. Just another day.
  18. Midnight Solace
    I think the lowest overall grade I ever had was 17% in science. I'm really not that good at it.
  19. Midnight Solace
    I guess it's that I'm extremely shy, which leads to my severe social anxiety. I always prefer to be by myself, and I never feel safe when I'm around people. I'm largely preoccupied with what others think of me. I'm just always afraid of being rejected again, so I always avoid social situations when possible.
  20. Midnight Solace
    I was actually really surprised that anyone would bother to care for me on here... I'm not really that good at social interaction. I mean, I'm so uninteresting, unlikable and dull, but I actually found my... Friends.
  21. Midnight Solace
    The most I could ask for is to have a day without my mind being clouded with anxiety, loneliness and heartbreaking thoughts. I just want to draw again without all the sad thoughts.
  22. Midnight Solace
    Well, I'm scared of quesadillas, mayonnaise and other food related products.
  23. Midnight Solace

    I know I've been a bit quiet on the status updates for a while. It's just that I feel I've felt extremely sorrowful over the past few days, and I've really had no motivation to do the things I enjoy, or even just express how I am feeling to others. It's really hard to do things when your mind is clouded with the most painful thoughts. I don't think this would ever end.

    And I hate myself, like... A lot. I always feel like a bother to other ponies, because some of them are always checking on me to make sure I'm okay. The thing is, I'm an introvert. That means that when I'm feeling down, chances are that I won't go to you for help. In fact, I won't go to anyone for help. I don't feel that I should burden others with my problems.

    I honestly don't know how my life could get better at this point in my life. I feel awfully lost, and hopeless.

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    2. Tacodidra

      Tacodidra

      I hope you feel better soon, my friend! :kindness: People checking on you doesn't mean you're being a bother, it just shows they care about you! :rarity:

    3. Rikifive

      Rikifive

      Ouh sorry to hear you're feeling like this. :mlp_rarity: 

    4. Props Valroa

      Props Valroa

      You need to get some real help on this, saying about it on status updates is not going to do much to help you in the long run.

  24. Midnight Solace
    Listening to neurofunk and drum and bass while browsing the forums.
  25. Midnight Solace
    Honestly, I would be completely confused. I've been told that FiM would end in season 9, and I've been worrying about it ever since. I wouldn't be disappointed, but just wondering why Hasbro would troll us like that.
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