What's your self esteem like? Has it changed?

[Cash In 22,680]

I've had low self-esteem for a very long time. I doubt it will ever see any change.

[Dreambiscuit 10,415]

Self esteem was never a major problem for me, even though I have had my ups and downs. I gained a lot more confidence when I got older and gained more experience. I don't even think about it anymore.

[Lucky Bolt 35,094]

I'm beginning to realize the older I get, the less I care.  I've never had low self esteem issues to begin with. I've always been pretty confident in myself. 

[TBD 17,261]

Meh, more or less.. I'd say right in the average. 

[Cyclone 1066 3,621]

I've always been low on self esteem but then I realized I could land a smoking hot girl like @Lucky Bolt so now, I've got a lot more self esteem.

[Here No Longer 5,280]

It's always been pretty low, to be honest...

[They call me Loyalty 1,951]

No self-esteem. Dissociation between intelligence and the vehicle.

Depolarized, positive or negative. This helps clearing perception in the understanding of reality.

Less bias, less subjectivation. When integrating information about the world, it's completely assimilated as a part of the being. While in the polarized mind, integration is only partial. Since the parts that cause conflict in the polar structure of the illusive mind are rejected for being of opposite charge.

The world is polarized, partial awareness is incomplete, ignorant of its parts. This result in different forms of conflict, economic, religious, philosophical, social, political, etc.

I watch without polarity. It's all intelligence, it has no value, unless it begins creating polarity like this amnesic system unaware of origin.

The question is whether to become the illusive self, or isolate the self to inform the being. I still can act with polarity, adopt a personality. But the interaction with the world is limited to avoid gaining polarity.

Everything in this life is set for the being to remain isolated while being able to sustain the vehicle. Interaction with the world is done by intermediaries. Polarization is kept at minimum, in means that communication is one way only.

Like an intelligent collective in physical form, an organization.

[Rainbow Dash 1,472]

I havent thought about it. I mean, i do have confidence behind things i do and when i talk i dont whisper or use nuetral (and annoying) terms like I dont know, i guess, or whatever. Though, when im alone i constantly bully myself to the point of tears. If someone else tries, ill either smack the taste out their mouth or try to use their own minds against them, like Bugs Bunny does.

[Muffinnz 3,223]

Im nothing but a failure

[Jesse Terrence 2,969]

Right now I'm a NEET. So you probably have a clue on how my self steem goes at this point.

Thing worsened after the whole equestriacon cdmx fiasco, and later on after the definitive bond break with certain somepony. I can't say it's my lowest point, but at least last time I was finishing my bachelor degree. This time I'm an unemployed graduated.

[Splashee 28,577]

I feel pretty good about myself. That doesn't mean I will feel the same way a year from now. I hope I will though!

[ShadOBabe 19,014]

Ugh, changed for the worse, I’m afraid. Slowly learning how to fix it.

When I was a little girl, my confidence was through the roof. Everything was awesome and rainbows, and all people were amazing, and I was gonna make friends with EVERYONE and everyone was gonna just love me!

Life, and especially public school, lowered my expectations and confidence significantly. And the bout of depression hit in college and just, YIKES.

But as I’ve gotten older, it’s been gradually mending itself. I’d say I’m in a much better place with my self-confidence now.

[Sherem 4,807]

When I was a kid I had one, now it doesn't exist at all, why? Well that is a loooooooooong story

[applesjck 5,603]

I'd say my self esteem has improved for the better over the years! When I was in public school, I had absolutely terrible self esteem; I had absolutely no confidence in myself. But ever since all the bad times of school, I've gotten much better!!!

Sometimes I do still have low moments, but don't we all?

[Here No Longer 5,280]

I'd say my self-esteem has improved a ways since my original post (probably thanks to being loved ), though I will say it isn't all too high still. 

[daviddaviddavid 778]

Normal. I don't think I'm anything special or bragworthy, but I'm perfectly content with myself too.

[ExplosionMare 18,102]

It wavers now and then. It only gets bad if I’m real stressed but usually I can dismiss it as a bunch of intrusive thoughts 

[Troblems 5,620]

Mine’s always been healthy. Although it can waiver due to life’s circumstances, and has tended to be worse during my two bouts with depression, both of which had direct causes, I’m overall pretty cool with me. 

[碇 シンジン 27,437]

Used to be more self conscious until it started bothering me then I stopped caring about myself so much and many other things 

[RandomUserHere 0]

If you have a bit more pride in yourself in what you're doing, it should go up. It should get better with age as long as you stay calm and happy.

[Lucky Bolt 35,094]

I've definitely become more self conscious of myself over the past couple years, not enough to have low self esteem issues but enough to where I worry about what people think about what I look like or say.   

[fare67t 243]

Self esteem? Dunno about that really, I usually see myself as kind of not-so-useful in a lot of situations and/or compare my art and such to others, thinking it looks like crap compared to theirs. Or how I get anxious / annoyed that people almost 5-6 years younger then me are in a better spot in life then me / making money and/or with a GF

So yeah, I'd say I'm kinda lower then average on that x3

On 12/7/2019 at 2:59 PM, Le Angel Dust said:

I'd say my self-esteem has improved a ways since my original post (probably thanks to being loved ), though I will say it isn't all too high still. 

lucky v-v

[Shiki 5,857]

It is absolutely abysmal and only gets worse as the years go on

[Magic Note 2,752]

Mine is getting worse since the last post. I always fear the worst, and always feel miserable about myself.

[Meson Bolt 2,649]

I lie to myself a bunch, and self-esteem is no exception. Most people say I've got pretty good self-esteem, they couldn't be further from the truth.

It's pathetic, I know, but I need validation from my friends that I'm worth having around and not just a useless bag of biomass that should be disposed of.