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For some reason I've had the sudden urge to act cute and the want to receive attention. It's unusual for me to feel this way, but I also choose to do so at the worst possible time. No one is around >~<'....


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Trying to be angry and all powerful over stupid injustices, instead I feel sad, weak and defeated...

I'm dirt....

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Darkness. I've never seen things so clear. Feeling paths linking up thousands of lives before this one, complex simplicity.

Either way it can't let go of me, because I won't either.

Creeping up on me, holding back something unlike its guise. As illusions mean dreams, a deeper wound signifies my only hope.

Illusions of hope, dreams of the wounded.

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I'm feeling quite down and tired for some reason. Having to get myself up in the mornings and exist while surrounded by people who keep on being loud is exhausting and I really wish weekends were longer.

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Very upset, I don't want to think about anything or do anything. I just want to relax, leave all problems somewhere else and just forget about them.


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I hate my job. I was promoted four months ago and get good feedback but management isn't my thing at all. It doesn't suit my personality to begin with, but half the time I'm also a bipolar wreck inside and absolutely do not want to engage anybody or even get out of bed but I have to anyway. I drink and play pool most nights to distract myself. Sometimes I abuse tranquilizers. I've been eating too much and should lose about 20 lbs.

If I were just bipolar maybe I could function like a normal person but I have other issues that limit my opportunities in life. Not that I would have the energy to pursue them anyway. At the end of an average day all I have is enough energy to shoot pool for a couple hours and then sleep. I sure do love to sleep. It's like dying but unfortunately not permanent. Also I sleep like shit.

Today we got a visit from our district manager and I thought everything was fine so I left on time, but just got a call from my manager saying so and so wasn't impressed. I can't imagine why. Furthermore I hardly care why, even if I should. I'd quit, but what else would I do? I'm over 30 and have a life to pay for, if you want to call it that. Even when I'm in a good mood I know that I've done everything I want to do, most other things are out of reach, and really all I have left to do is idle out the rest of my days until I die.

Which is hopefully soon, and I'd prefer painless but I'd take anything.

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Got a friend who was promoted to supervisor level, from being a maintenance technician. Hated it. It was all the "office politics" crap apparently. He's now doing something else.

Might be a case of get out before you go completely crackers.

 

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On 9/30/2017 at 1:37 PM, Yakamaru said:

Dunno yet. Was a bit aggressive for literally knowing each other existed like 2 minutes ago. :P

She literally asked if I was single 2 minutes into our conversation. It's weird.

Eh. Worst case scenario I can just block her. :P

But, I am about to start looking for a girlfriend anyway.. :3

Just hope she's not the insane type like my ex..

If a lady is this desperate into getting into your pants then why are you hesitating? Don’t you want that?

 

If I were you I would ignore her, GTFO, and take a cold shower. I can see a sign this lady’s getting desperate if she’s asking your Marriage Status this quick.

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10 hours ago, Tropical Melody said:

Got a friend who was promoted to supervisor level, from being a maintenance technician. Hated it. It was all the "office politics" crap apparently. He's now doing something else.

Might be a case of get out before you go completely crackers.

 

I'm thinking about it but also not thinking very clearly right now. I did tell my boss, which I don't feel great about, but I had little choice. It's never good to look weak in the shark tank. On the other hand if I'm really thinking about quitting my job/life, what's the harm I suppose......

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Excited. Moving to a new apartment in the morning! I'll probably be exhausted since I can't sleep, but oh well...


"I still believe that peace and plenty and happiness can be worked out some way. I am a fool."

 

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I'm feeling a bit relieved that I'm finally going to get a doctor's appointment because of my headaches but at the same time I'm really scared that the cause of the headaches is something serious. It's hard to be happy.

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