What is something you really want to do, but can't stick to?

[Dreambiscuit 9,691]

Learning Japanese has been a big one for me but to be honest I’m starting to lose interest.

[Brony Number 42 10,069]

Write, learn more coding languages.

[They call me Loyalty 1,948]

Being consistent with my life. I cannot complete "things". I feel desintegrated. Like my soul snapped in two and then it was put back together. There is this fracture in my chest. It is trauma. This damage is the result of a wound between my mother and me. More precisely, between women and me that goes back into the times of the old testament.

To say I have caused damage to women would be an understatement. I always have to hurt everything I touch, it seems. Also, there were some strangers who talked to to me, recently. As if they knew me. Out of nowhere. Things like "We will talk again when time permits", and "We will see each other, again". There is no much time left for me, it feels like. The fracture inside my chest is growing like it is about to shatter me in half. Too broken to fix my promises, again. I just wanted to run away. To find paradise. Just to run away from myself.

To fly away into even greater heights, where the boundaries of sky and earth meet... to crash and fall again. There is no way out, you stupid piece of ****. I always knew it. But I had to try. To run away.

If I could only go past that sky... imagine a place where you can sleep forever. Isn't it beautiful? But I am afraid that even then, the nightmares will find me. I'm going down, it seems.

I would like to learn to accept life, as it is. But a part of me is always trying to separate itself from myself. To return "home". Whatever that is.

[Tao 7,758]

On 2022-10-13 at 11:05 PM, LassAmy said:

I really want to cook more. And by that, I don't just mean heating things up in the microwave. I'm just scared I'll really mess up and ruin the food. All the preparing and cleaning would take extra work of course. As lazy as I can be sometimes, I do still want to make it happen. I'll probably just start with the easieast recipes and move up from there. Gotta still have hope!

Do a rechop of the veggies you are going to make or a mix of them so you can just grab and go to make what you want.

 

Tai Chi,  I have the time and space but I always loose my mind set for it.  

[ZiggWheelsManning 10,311]

Writing paragraphs, I think I'm losing my touch  

[Divine plywood 1,239]

Ice skating. I tend to blame bad weather or poor conditions, but in most cases I only have my own lazy self to blame...  

[Envy 6,163]

I don't think I can stick with anything for too long. I always have these large bursts of interest and productivity, and then I lose interest (even if there's still much to be done), move on to my next obsession and the pattern completes. I get back to the same things eventually.

Things that are really necessary, though... Foreign languages, ear training, playing music, I am most frustrated with my lack of attention span. I have a certain country in mind to move to should things in the US turn out for the worst, and thus learning that language should be a high priority, but alas. Oh, and musically... I am now playing both oboe and bassoon, and there is so much practicing I need to do, but the stress of the last six months put a halt to my practice schedule because I've just been too stressed to do anything productive when I get home from work. =(

[DubWolf 17,263]

58 minutes ago, Envy said:

I don't think I can stick with anything for too long. I always have these large bursts of interest and productivity, and then I lose interest (even if there's still much to be done), move on to my next obsession and the pattern completes. I get back to the same things eventually.

Things that are really necessary, though... Foreign languages, ear training, playing music, I am most frustrated with my lack of attention span. I have a certain country in mind to move to should things in the US turn out for the worst, and thus learning that language should be a high priority, but alas. Oh, and musically... I am now playing both oboe and bassoon, and there is so much practicing I need to do, but the stress of the last six months put a halt to my practice schedule because I've just been too stressed to do anything productive when I get home from work. =(

Well, you are Double-Reed Horse  .

It’s all about attention span.. I wish I could improve my French drastically, but  without practical use daily, what’s the use? My French teacher promoted “Alliance Francaise” for French speakers… but I never got into it. Would be nice for getting out more, for sure.

[Old Accnt. 3,149]

I have a hard time sticking to anything at all

[Cash In 22,313]

Anything and everything. I'm quite an indecisive person and I often get bored with things as soon as I start.

[Nitobit 1,838]

Be more sociable, write fanfiction, get better at roleplaying, make video games.