Thuja

For the longest time, I didn't have one. I didn't know what to write in it, but now I do have one. I use it to confide in, so I can keep track of my transition/how I'm doing over the years.

Honestly, I don't know what to go into career-wise. Just as long as it's something I enjoy and are proud of, that's all that counts, I suppose.

I don't like how the snow reflects the sun and makes it brighter outside. I don't like the cold either. Beyond that, I don't really care for snow. Right now, there's a lot of snow outside. Some of the snow on top melted and reformed as ice, it's funny to watch stuff skid across the surface of the snow.

I seldom get sick and for that I feel fortunate.

Most of the time I do get jealous of other people's art work, "Why can't I draw like that?!" It can be pretty frustrating when trying to practice your own art skill. I often quit working on my own skill because I get that worked up about it. It takes time and practice to get to that desired level of work that I want to get to, unfortunately, I keep forgetting that bit when trying to practice. -_-

Finding out there is a gender therapist's office close by, pretty happy about that .

I love food! I like the square pizzas from Jet's pizza, the crust is slightly burnt, it's delicious . Though it's lunch time right now, not sure what I'll have...

I used to have a calendar but I've long since lost it in all of my clutter. I keep meaning to clean it up but I never get around to it.

It's an ugly dress, it should only be ash grey.

I'm around 5'6-5'7" as for weight... I weigh too much

I was born female but at times(which seems to occur more often recently) I wish I was born male. However, at the same time I wonder if I was born male, would I wish to have been born female? I just end up confusing myself by thinking like that. So yeah, wish I was born male. Totally unhappy having all these... Female things.

I cherry pick at my keyboard, I find it easier to do than use all my fingers. My mind just goes everywhere when I try.

Even after baby-sitting kids, I don't like them. Unless their parents are good parents and don't let their kid get away with anything. I can tolerate kids at best.

I find the smell too unappealing to indulge. Though I used to say that about coffee until I started drinking it. Trying to stay away from cigarettes and the like as much as I can.

While it would be nice to have a partner, I don't feel that I'm ready for another partner at the moment. I need to work on myself a bit more before seeking another relationship. Besides, I don't think anyone would be interested in the first place, nothing wrong with that though.

I remember not liking it and isolating myself because of the way I spoke at the time.

I prefer either the crab sashimi or the salmon sashimi, I can't stand avocado or the seaweed wrappings that comes with most sushi. I like the seaweed salad though, tastes better than the seaweed sushi wraps. :\ Unfortunately, where I am currently doesn't really have any good Asian restaurants...

I liked the dragon age series, witcher 2, mass effect, ES series, Fallout 3, fallout new vegas. I'm not so sure about non-video game RPGs, I haven't really explored it, I would like to try at some point though.

Too much snow, is all I can say.

Knowing myself, I probably wouldn't try defeating myself. I do that too much to myself anyways. No, I'd probably try to help myself.

I don't like hugs, regardless of online or not. I only hug people I really care for, most other hugs are just too awkward for me. I don't like getting touched by random people like that, again, only if it's someone I really cared for.

The in-state tuition vs. the out-of-state tuition makes no sense, shouldn't it be equal regardless of state. The only thing people should worry about is whether or not their credits are transferable from one college to another, regardless of state lines.

I think it would have to depend on what western society you're talking about, remember, there were people here in the US before the settlers came over here. This society had what was called "Two-spirits" that took on both female and male roles, these people were highly respected because of that. Sure there was still the whole, "Men hunt while women rear children" thing but there were those that took on both roles. Such as the man that would weave fabric or the woman that would go hunting, though that would depend on what tribe we're talking about here, I'm not as sure about that as I am with just my tribe. Gender roles are very much a societal aspect and can be twisted to one's own content, this is the modern age after all. I don't see the problem with men liking "girly" things nor do I see the problem with a girl taking on a more "manly" role, it's just in said person to be like that.

I hung out with the outsiders mostly. Typically social rejects that banded together like the gay kids, transgender, goth, emo, nerds, etc., it was a nice mix of people . I miss the lot of them.