StormBlaze

i must say that i had anxiety when I was a teen - I was a very shy child too. it wasnt until I was 16/17 did I start breaking out of it, but the anxiety still remained with me for years. I was scared to go anywhere on my own, had a fear of using phones to call/actually talk to someone and it screwed up my first job and relationships. Mainly its from my parents - my Mum especially from her upbringing. Her family were very business driven when she was growing up, we had a chain of shops back in the day and she was just landed with being in charge of it all from her teens pretty much. My anxiety comes from her and how failing grades or giving up anything is the biggest failure ever. I have a fear of failure and just stepping out against my Mum (tatoos is the big issue we're arguing over at this time actually). I've 98% broken through any anxiety I had now, new home, travel, new friends, new job and new partner really did help me just "grow up" and get on with my life. I now have no issues in asking for pool cues behind the bar (that was one thing I was never able to do before and my ex used to always bring it up and say how pathetic I was about it). I also now work as a secretary answering phones and making calls. The making calls to strangers still bugs me a little if i dont know what im even really phoning for. I did however get an anxiety attack in front of my current partner over a simple thing =/ I insisted on paying the parking meter, but my brain cant function maths very well and whilst I was trying to work out what change I needed, I started panicking and just broke down as a small queue formed at the machine. It was horrible. That happened early this year in fact, but has bene the only time recently ive felt anxiety try to bring be back down. My personality has done well to hide anxiety by just being the over confident loud Rainbow Dash type person, because it works. Its like compensating personality traits vs flaws.

oooh its a toughie, i like all cartoons equally and dont have a fave. MLP is pretty high up there. hmmmm do Disney movies count? lol

im 26 and theres nothing wrong with being an adult and loving cartoons. Im a pretty big SU fan too, i love the theories if anything. Jasper and Amethyst are my fave characters... oh and Lion too.

at work so i cant do a quick recording, but here's one of our song covers. Luna's speaking voice is closest to my everyday voice - but I also sing. I have 2 singing voices. The Luna one is more my "formal" singing. Then there's my "fun" voice. I use it for Dashie and Vinyl Scratch and with more punk/rock sounding songs. (towards the end, my god I turn into Vinyl) If anything I just sound like a British Nowacking

British here and very Southern. I was born and live in Taunton, Somerset. Though I have moved around the country a bit. You can find me in Cornwall and Cumbria in the Summer. I've lived in Plymouth (Devon), Outside Basingstoke (Hampshire) and Camberly (Surrey)

I wish I was a pro singer and knew what I was doing. Ok so I can sing, but I rely a lot on Denz or music friends to do the tracks and mixing. I have no idea how to properly mix vocals.

pokemon general fandom - I am still big on merch collection groups though FNAF - the lore still interests me, but lost the love and thrill for the games Any anime fandoms - just lost interest in the fandom, but not the anime. Sonic - left a veeery long time ago. Neopets - just drifted away and stopped playing Furry fandom - semi retired. I only do the artwork these days. I dont go to meets, I barely fursuit and i withdrew from most cons and events.

i like both, but i feel happiest when part of a group. I like being the centre of attention, the beta/ 2nd in command and a matriarch figure in a group. I have done for years, but in the last year Ive just not been able to get that friendship group again and I just feel very lost. =( I also enjoy being a host, but its awful when you feel you have no one to invite over or go places with. So it's just been Denz and myself for a year now. It does get quite lonely for us.

i think im 5" 10/11 near to the 6ft mark. my Mum is the only one in the family shorter than me. My Dad and younger siblings are all taller. Dad is like 6" 3.

Music certainly helps a ton. Watching cartoons - mainly ponies, pokemon and Disney My partner. He just knows how to get a smile out of me no matter how bad the situation.