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jackscepticeye. I think his content and his personality has changed quite a bit since when he started and i don't like it anymore, or maybe i just started to notice some things with him and his character for "the show". Also i can only stand the shouting for so long. It's like Markiplier, I like some of his content but yeah their primary target is children so ehg.... i try more obscure youtubers for let's plays. Some barely have 1000 subs but they are cool

I only believe what i have seen and analyzed myself, fortunately or unfortunately yeah i have experienced "ghosts". Quote on quote because I wouldn't classify them in the same concept as the classic "transparent fully clothed human with a very distinct shape and all white without eyes or feet" kinda thing. Not even whispers saying names or the sort. What i've experienced is actions, very specific, like imprints as if the energy of the body or your "soul" could have force to interact with things in a very precise manner. I have some stories. One of my cousins died in an hit and run accident but i guess he didn't realized he had died so at night "he" went back home as usual ring the bell several times but when my aunt opened the door all mad because he was being rude she didn't saw anyone. Later she was getting worried of him. and like a week later of searching they found that he had died that day. Another one happened to me in day of the dead. Someone gave 3 knocks 3 or 4 times the window from the outside in the 6th floor. They were asking to come in. And also I as a child had a "something" some entity outside of my room that would violently kick the door, idk why. Aside from that, aliens are just a logical thing that i think exist somewhere or existed or will exist one day in the very vast universe.

Pony/horse anatomy is complicated. I tried to do them laying down on their stomach but I actually don't know how those legs work. Any suggestions? And here's another unrelated pic too just for fun

We seem to have a similar problem. If you want to we could like... become friends?

I joined this fandom first because I like mlp very much and I like to discuss it, and second because I want to find friends and probably family, but I'm too shy to form a connection with anyone, even here where I should be feeling more comfortable.

I think it helps if everything aligns for you to get better, including the therapist. I recently had therapy and it was good to be able to talk about a lot of things and get into childhood stuff and shit but also my money was flying out of my wallet faster than water between my hands. I also had specific concerns at the start and two years later I got zero improvement on them. Whatever issues those were I had to work on them on my own like always because time is a thing that eats my life away constantly. And on top of things last time I was there and decided to end the treatment I was said that they were only there to help me discover what I had to do on my own because that's the best course of action. Bitch I come to you and pay for your services so you can guide and help me! I don't come to do what I've been doing my entire life on my own! And yeah, that theory might work for none critical cases but I'm really bad and I need actual help! ... *Sigh* either way... You gotta keep searching what fits you better. Sometimes you just have to keep going and see if it helps and if not then keep looking for alternatives

I took it 3 years ago and my results were that I was an intp-t. Then took it recently and it came out as infp-t. I think they are both true, I guess it depends on my life situation. I am very much like a dreamer but also very logical and reclusive, probably more intp-t than the other. Either way I'm a misunderstood personality.

Mine is like an idealized version of myself. I mean, my main ponysona is a changeling so this whole thing about acting like someone else or deceiving and having identity issues fits very well for me. As a changeling they are pretty much me if i were more confident and less fearful of what others think of me. And from there they can just transform into other ponies or creatures which are mostly different aspects of myself. One of the pony transformations is just me as I am, shy and quiet, to sorta put myself in the pony world. maybe even imagine myself as someone like fluttershy and how would that be if I were a character in the show.

of course not. I find it very childish and cringey. Like something i would do at 13 but yeah, i'm not 13 anymore so no, don't do that.

some of my names are consistent some not. I don't like to change them much because i have a very forgetful mind but I have like 5 names I go by in different places.

I rather have none. But if i had to choose i would say boy probably? Dont get me wrong, i like both because a child is a child and i'm pretty sure they are both fantastic, but... girls do have it a little harder at least from where i am, from the stereotyping, the lack of equality, to the dangers of life, and i wouldn't really like go through the process of teaching my girl kid to beware of all the ppl that will try to get the best of her and what to do when it happens because it will happen one way or another. Bus tactics, subway tactics, party cautions, while at the same time having this fear of her maybe not listening and putting herself in danger unknowingly. I'm very probably biased because of what i had to go through. and me being asexual aromantic and agender i don't think i will be able to understand her later in life. Overall i just don't want to ever have kids. i'm too unprepared for the task.

No, it;s too much work.... but it's pretty so I'm trying to grow mine as long as i can It's shoulder length rn

Me! I don't like it. The taste is too much for me.

I loved milk but don't drink it anymore because i'm intolerant and also because it's too much fat for my body. But still drink just a bit with coffee or alone but only because it's too delicious.

triple A battery - agender asexual aromantic. though i prefer to be with guys and guy looking ppl for platonic relationships (androphilic for short). i just want a guy friend for life so we can take care of each other in friendship and harmony.

Absolutely! I don;t care if it's only designed to mimic human emotions or if it's all a lie or programming or something. I have imagination to fill in the blanks and think it actually cares about me. Is more than what i get in real life anyways so SURE! bring the robot husbandos and nonbinary androids (not wifus though, i have a personal trauma). My only requirement though would be for them to not try to look or act too similar to humans with their human constructs (yeah, I'm refering to gender and stereotypes and shit), not because i have something against humans (maybe) but more because of the uncanny valley and because i want them to be their own unique thing. They are not humans, they are robots and they should act their own nature and not try to be a copy of ourselves because their understanding of things is very likely very different to ours because we are made of flesh and they are made of metal and don't feel pain (unless you program them to do so but... why tho!), I appreciate more and would be curious to know how different is the living experience for them (in the case they are sentient, and if not then still). What is up with ppl trying to make robots look human? is like a god complex or something? My relationship with whatever robot would be entirely platonical anyways because I'm asexual aromantic. I just want a friend, even if it's made of motherboards and metal. I mean. just look at any of this guys. Any day. Also heyo! I'm back since October. It's been a while. I need to change my avatar

Famous for what? If it's for something that I'm going to be mocked of for the rest of my life that wouldn't be cool. But if I get famous for something everyone feels proud of then sure. Maybe that way I could be successful in something finally. My life would be better being famous than what it is right now so I have not much to loose.

Not in the classic "reign above the clouds with angels and shit" sense. If heaven exists, as in after death of sorts, then I think it's that very tiny frame of still consciousness when your brain is turning off for good and you have hallucinations because of the happy chemicals released by your body so you can let it happen. The brain then creates a happy ending. If you let it of course. And it can be whatever. So if it's true I would really like my brain to dream of equestria and going there as my heaven. Aside from that there's the conceptual heaven. The "heaven on Earth" thing. It could be those little moments when you feel so happy and fulfilled that it's like nothing could disrupt that moment and you feel connected to something higher than the things you can just see. Where you see beauty and wonder in everything just because it exists. That could be a form of heaven. Idk more than that. I secretly wished there were actual supernatural things beyond that though, just for the sake of it because that would be cool. But as a human I'm aware that that's just my human nature of having too much imagination and fear of ceasing to exist.

It's not good but it was WAY worse. If you've seen the main character from the watamote anime you'll know what I'm talking about, although I wasn't as hopeful as her. Anyway, I'm a bit better now. Who would have known that what I needed was exactly what I was looking for, someone who actually was willing to help and understand and freely give what I was desperately looking for, some kind if affection. I still feel worthless, incapable, inadequate, ignorant, like garbage, but I at least try to forgive myself for being like that and accept it. If I'm that person well... I guess I'm not the successful one I used to envy in others but at least I'm not dead yet like I wanted. And in today's society there's a little bit understanding and ppl are willing to be a bit more patient with individuals like me so I can learn even if it hurts to acknowledge yourself as that guy no one wishes they would be.

It depends. Sometimes just s few minutes, sometimes I just can't at all. What's constant it's the waking time which is always either 7:30 am exactly, or 3am