mega thread How are you feeling?

[Kiri 7,290]

I'm feeling like I don't take time to "stop and smell the roses" as often as I should. Sometimes it's good to just take in and appreciate the world around you and to not focus so much on needing to get x, y, and z done.

[They call me Loyalty 1,948]

Lilac. Away from physicality, objectivity ceases to be. Beyond the framing perception of thought, the equation is resultless.

Projected within itself like opposed mirrors, the subjective self makes things conditional, while the objective self makes things unconditional.

But the objective self is non-existent, otherwise reality would be shapeless. A contradiction.

 

The self will never be objective, no matter how measurable things are perceived to be.

Only that which doesn't exist, is unconditional. Only that which doesn't exist, is real.

Everything that is, is our mental construct. Wake her up so I could show her this feeling is real, before I disappear.

Struggling to believe a thing such as unconditional love is real. I feel unreal, a self-sustained simulation. A dream from elsewhere.

[Thuja 3,659]

​Feeling content right now.  Watching some videos and debating what I should make for dinner.

[Vera Veil 1,732]

I feel really bad, i have been dealing with my problems but last night it went into a whirlwind and i almost killed my roommate with doing a J-turn to get away from the house in my car ...         I would never do something this dangerous but yet I snapped and needed to leave, Im lucky I missed him by inches but thats not the point ... Im sorry buddy ;-;

[The_Gobo 36,257]

I feel really bad, i have been dealing with my problems but last night it went into a whirlwind and i almost killed my roommate with doing a J-turn to get away from the house in my car ...         I would never do something this dangerous but yet I snapped and needed to leave, Im lucky I missed him by inches but thats not the point ... Im sorry buddy ;-;

It's a good opportunity to learn from it, and to do better next time

 

[Vera Veil 1,732]

It's a good opportunity to learn from it, and to do better next time

 

 

and by that, im gonna assume NOT put him in harms way in sake of my own problems? yea i think i have learnt that by now .... i just wasnt thinking clearly

[The_Gobo 36,257]

 .... i just wasnt thinking clearly

That was my point lol

Learning to recognize when you're losing yourself to emotional outbursts, and how to then curb them (no pun intended)

[Totally Nyx 36,149]

Pretty great. I just had a ton of fun in a game!

[Guest]

The "edgy season" is here since my energy and motivation have gone out the window and there's this strange clear liquid coming out of my eyes rather often. It's also kind of discouraging to realize how I don't remember my days as individual ones but just as a gray mass of days instead. I just don't have the energy to do anything about it.

[Denim&Venöm 19,300]

A bit sleepy, since my cat was upset that I was sleeping in her spot (namely the entire bed), and found a few ways to get me out of it. 

[Slendy 2,918]

I'm pretty chill. Thinking of going on Halo and reliving my childhood.

[Guest]

I'm feeling very grateful to have met someone recently growing closer as the days pass. A peaceful feeling

[Vemillia Nightshade 2,247]

I have been pretty well. At least as far as personal stuff, it's been a rollercoster of issues but at least I've been living through it all. So yeah. I am pretty good all things considered.

[Goofyg27 6,162]

feeling ok for right now but may get anxious over time.I mean my emotions do fluctuate from time to time 

[BlueStreak98 828]

Frustrated. Just accidentally shrunk a brand new shirt.

[Envy 6,192]

Not so well. I decided to jump on the scale for the first time in a while, and lets just say the number put me in a state of shock. I need to be studying for my music history exam tomorrow, but my mind is not going to be able to do that for a while. >.<

[N.W. 3,619]

Pensive and reflective, perhaps a little too much so. But a bit of mulling over the past to analyze things isn't bad.

[Lil' Lovebug 1,041]

Quite bored. Listening to some smooth jazz and reading to try and curb it, but not even games seem to be helping. I'm also a bit... down. Life just ain't been going right the last couple years....

[They call me Loyalty 1,948]

Rational. The mind reinventing itself makes me wonder about reality and perception.

Self-deception is a thought-provoking notion, when it comes to belief. The contrast between creative interpretation and logic perception.

 

After each integration, my perception is reintroduced to compartmentalized experiences. Subconscious memories of traumatic nature; this electrochemical signatures affect different areas of my brain, creating multiple behavioural patterns, personalities.

Taking a closer look at my biological being, explains my numerous alter-egos during out of the body experiences.

Dissociation is my answer towards pain. I can't get to know myself, because my brain does quarantine its traumatized areas, hindering my overall response. Which hampers my social integration, thus causing the isolation which produces depersonalization. Emotional numbness, given interrupted neuronal synapse.

This is how my left hemisphere perceives myself. Deception is all I feel, disappointment towards reality.

 

It's no wonder why I'm a wanderer of my own dreams, a homeless reality is the conflicted self.

[Totally Nyx 36,149]

I'm feeling pretty great! Sure it's Monday, but it's only a bad day if I let it be, and I'm not gonna let it be.

[Vera Veil 1,732]

im feeling better, a lot better ... its rather late and i have a bit of an errand to run in the morning, but after that im gonna sit down with a nice hot coffee (drink, not anything else) and write more on the dark files ..... and if i get stuck, i need to watch a certain episode of mlp from season 2 (ik which one) and use it to help write my sctech goal fic When Ships Colide ... what? thats the name of my fiction i will be writing for that $3250 strech goal from MCM last year :/

[cmarston1 5,959]

Tired as I had to get up early again, as my 4 day weekend is now over.

[Sovereign Leader Rarity 12,008]

Happy because my I'm on a one week break from school. Now I can enjoy the fruits of experimentation with my daily routine. I just woke up for example, and it's already past half four PM.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

It feels good to be lazy every once in a while.

[Nerdy Luigi 2,065]

Extremely unhappy. Let's just say some idiot (no other explanation other than internet troll that makes sense in my mind) decided to get under my skin, lie to me, and then proceed to do everything possible to make me angry. It caused me to violently bash my fist in my keyboard and I've spent the past 15 minutes finding the keys and putting them in the right place. Scroll lock button almost ended up in the wrong place. That's the third time this has happened to me, thanks to online gaming.

Edited February 21, 2017 by TwillyFSniper

[AriaTheLovely 578]

Pretty damn awful as of late. My father's PSA (prostate specific antigen) has gone up a lot probably meaning his prostate cancer has gotten worse. Now I just found out my mom has fluid in her lungs and that could very likely have heart failure or lung cancer.