Shadowed Watcher

I'd have to say, yeah I got a crush. There's this girl I'd met in 9th grade, about 6 years ago actually it'd be now. Anyways, in school (and still now) i couldn't talk to people. I didn't have friends unless they kept pushing, well they kept pushing, and i made a few, but thats not the point. There was this SUPER shy girl, (now back then I was just 13 and believe it or not, I didn't have any hormones going yet lol) so she sat with me at lunch we ate lunch together, neither of us ever talked, but one day she worked up the courage and asked me out, me being unable to say no said yeah, okay. So next day I start to panic, cuz idk what to do about relationships and stuff, so I ask her friend to break up with her for me, now I admit, that was REALLY a dick move on my part, and I'm surprised later she still wanted to be my friend. So we break up. And over some time I start having these weird feelings in my head and chest, turns out I like her. (I've only asked one girl out, and she said no, so believe me when I say I'm a little skittish to approach people and ask 'em out). So We talk, hang out a few times, a lot of texting, all this time I'm thinking, gah I really do like her. Well we move. about 300 miles south of where she lived. BOOM. Thats over. I text her for awhile but things drift apart, cuz somethings mentally wrong with me like that. So then I'm in 11-12th grade in the big city, and I take this creative writing class both years, cuz I love writing. And turns out I'm good at poetry. I wrote a few poems about her, one of which I had framed and still sits in my room to this day. Well I see her posts on facebook all the time, and she's always in or out of relationships, and I just sit there thinking, damn I wish I had the courage to say hello at least, I'd even move up there to be with her. So yeah, I got a crush, and I'm bucking stupid about it and can't even talk to her cuz my brain is poo.

Been listening to this for the past few hours, awesome song combined with awesome ponies makes me happy inside.

Prototype 2... had to wait a month for it to come out on PC but when it finally did I got it... and its awesome. Love the leveling system

I really don't like either. Mainly because neither seem to like me... well maybe they do I just don't see it. Oh well. I'm more of a bird person anyways.

My favorite game series would have to be the F.E.A.R. trilogy, the first one was scary as hell, the second one was... well pretty much the same, the third was halfway decent but overall, the series was awesome.

Mmm yeah I'm pretty emotional. 75% of it's rage, the other 25% is depression. Angry, depression, angry, depression. Pretty much sums up my whole life.

The Pokemon series... I've logged thousands of hours playing them. I used to just sit there all day playing them. All day every day.

On my free time (every waking hour) I play video games. Like right now I'm playing Maplestory. 1-100 in 2 days

Naa the world isn't gonna end in 2012... and if it does its just a coincidence. I reckon the earth's got a lot of time left. Give it a few more billion years until the sun goes out and most life on earth dies off

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