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Rose Tea Written

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  1. I first used the Internet when I was little, but didn't start using it regularly until I was nine or ten. (2003-2004) Around that time my parents got a connection in the house, and since they trusted me and I was an older kid, I was free to do whatever I wanted online. I discovered fansites, which was utterly amazing to me, because I had always liked drawing my own fanart/making fan stories/theories/etc. but was told by everyone around me that it was weird. People looked down on me for being so into games and shows, and I didn't know anyone else who wanted to make their own content. Then, suddenly, there were entire COMMUNITIES full of people who not only loved Spyro the Dragon and Pokémon as much as I did, but created their own works based on it. That blew my mind! That summer, I discovered forums, and they quickly became one of my favorite things on the Internet. I joined a Pokémon fan forum called Mew's Hangout, where I made a ton of friends, and many others, including a small forum where I met someone who I'm still friends with today. That same friend introduced me to my boyfriend nearly twenty years later, who I now live with, and we went and visited her in person last year! I dislike the direction the modern web is going in, though. Personal websites and pages of fascinating written content almost extinct (the whole reason I started using the Internet!). Forums mostly gone (the other reason I liked the Internet). Social media, which is horrible, toxic, boring, and nowhere near as good as the personal websites of the past, taking over. Corporations and money owning the Internet rather than the users creating content for fun. Forcing "mobile friendly" designs on everyone, which look like garbage on desktop and make every sentence big enough to take up the whole screen. Proof that no one comes online to read anymore, which I also hate. I hate it. Usually when I go online, I post on forums, dig up old websites, or use Archive.org. There are few things about the modern web I like.
  2. As much as I'd love to say that I genuinely don't give a single care about what random people I don't know, will never know, and will never see again think, I'd be lying. My boyfriend has mastered the art of not caring what strangers think of him, and will make his puns and dance and act silly in public all he wants, which is one of the many things I love about him. Meanwhile, I'll start thinking about whether my hair is acceptable, or if my clothes look good, or if people notice my missing tooth, or whatever, and worrying that people are looking and thinking I look bad. It's something I need to work on. I think the worry came from how people used to ACTUALLY judge me; when I was younger I put no effort into my appearance whatsoever (imagine walking around in public with rat's nest hair... *sigh*) and it was bad enough for people to notice.
  3. Because the show only exists to sell toys. So does G4, but the people who made FiM believed in its ability to entertain and put in the effort. That said, the G3 TOYS are actually really good. That's where they put in the effort. This is something I rarely seen brought up in discussions of G3, because most bronies aren't interested in the toys, but collectors actually tend to love G3. I have a couple G3 toys and I really like them!
  4. I find weird, obscure Internet stuff fascinating. It's funny how something can be a big deal online in 2008, yet pretty much no one remembers it today.
  5. I had chicken tenders and leftover pasta for dinner last night.
  6. Pretty good! I got up early and had tea, and right now I'm just having fun and reading stuff. Hopefully I can do some writing today too.
  7. If it's on the Switch and cheap enough, I might get it if it looks fun. Otherwise, I won't bother. (And couldn't since I don't have a PS5 or Xbox.) Could be surprisingly good, or it could be one of those awful movie-based games.
  8. For most people, MLP really WAS just a passing fad. Most of the people involved in the fandom back then were young (I was around 17-18 when I joined in 2011) and have grown up and moved on to other things. Most people cringe at their past self and old interests, and MLP is no exception. In 2012 almost everyone I knew was a fan, but now I only know one other person who likes the show. I have friends who used to be bronies, but now hate everything MLP and wish they were never involved in it. I also try to avoid mentioning MLP in most places because bronies aren't always treated nicely. It doesn't help that when you search for bronies some... not so flattering articles pop up. Back in 2011-2013, being a brony was something more accepted since it was a fad, and while there were always the haters, it wasn't anywhere near as frowned upon as it is now. (Though since I'm a woman, I can get away with the occasional pony avatar and reference. Sad, but true. The negative stereotypes are mainly for male bronies, and many haters don't know that Pegasisters even exist.)
  9. I loved EQG, but I don't see it returning for gen 5. It was specifically a G4 series based around Friendship is Magic. And if they do make a G5 EQG and you're hating the idea... no one's forcing you to watch it, you know. Let the people who like it enjoy it, and you do you.
  10. Seasons 1-4 are showing up for me, as is Tales of Canterlot High. I hate it when companies make shows hard to watch. If Netflix drops it, I hope another service will pick it up, or maybe they could come out with a new physical release or something. I don't think all the seasons even made it to DVD. I had seasons 1-6, but I lost most of them, so I've been relying on Netflix. ^^; Season nine and Pony Life are still on Hulu, also, even though I think they had an expiration date at some point.
  11. Banned because cats are wonderful and precious!
  12. Terrace Village - Spyro the Dragon
  13. Dale Gribble uses his Pocket Sand attack!
  14. Do what you, what you want If you have a dream for better Do what you, what you want 'Til you don't want it anymore (remember who you really are) Do what you, what you want Your world's closing in on you now (it isn't over) Stand and face the unknown (got to remember who you really are) Every heart in my hands like a pale reflection Hello, hello remember me? I'm everything you can't control Somewhere beyond the pain There must be a way to believe we can break through
  15. I'd probably be okay. I'd offer the pony some cupcakes and we'd become friends!
  16. When I was eleven, I went outside in February (so it's been fifteen years now), intending on going to a local park with my mom and my two younger brothers. While waiting for them to get ready, I was sort of just playing by myself in the front yard. It was surprisingly sunny, and there were patches of melting snow everywhere. I stepped onto a small pile of melting snow and jumped off. I decided to jump off one last time for the heck of it, and that time I slipped and managed to break my right leg in two places. It was horribly painful, but since I was so young I didn't need surgery and my leg just healed up fine after some months. I never jumped off a pile of snow again.
  17. I've worn glasses since 2013. I needed them before then, but I wasn't able to get them yet. I've had multiple different pairs since then, but the only pair I have left is my original pair, which are actually the ones I'm wearing right now. I should go back and get new ones at some point. I'm not blind without them (I did need them for years but wasn't able to get them until I was nineteen, after all), but they do help for sure, so I wear them almost all the time.
  18. As sad as it'll be to see MLP:FiM end, I've been expecting it to end for a while now, and at this point I'm feeling pretty okay about it. It's my favorite show and has had a huge positive impact on my life, and I'm hoping it'll continue to well after the show airs its last episode. After all, it's not like the show ending means that no one can ever watch it again. There's the whole series, nine whole seasons, to re-watch. Books and comics to read and reread. Fan content to create and enjoy. Toys to collect (some people still collect G1 to this day, so why not G4?). I could go on, but I think I've made my point; ending doesn't necessarily have to mean goodbye. If a band breaks up, it's not like all the fans immediately throw away all their albums and never ever listen to them again. I myself have actually gotten into stuff (music, TV, etc) after they ended and still have fun with them. Every show has to end someday, no matter how great it is. That doesn't mean we have to throw away all our merch and never watch the show again. I'm the type who wants to re-experience things I enjoy, I don't just watch each episode once and then never go back to it again.
  19. Once I read a chapter or so of this fan fic about Twilight Sparkle being in an asylum and having schizophrenia. There were SO MANY things wrong with this. Schizophrenics are NOT crazy and do NOT belong in asylums. In reality, stays in psychiatric wards (which are nothing like asylums, by the way) are rare and short. In the fic, Twilight was in there for ten years. That is utterly ridiculous, for a variety of reasons (insurance companies don't like to pay, stays in psych wards are very temporary and just make sure the person isn't in danger anymore, etc). What made it worse was that whoever posted this on EQD described Twilight as being "crazy" in the post. Absolute garbage. I know this because I myself have schizophrenia and have been hospitalized in psych wards four times. The longest psych ward stay I had was less than two weeks. I was never put in a straitjacket or asylum, I was never "crazy", and I hate it when people spread false stereotypes.
  20. Okay... I absolutely, utterly HATE the Pinkamena stuff, for very personal reasons. Thus, I voted for Pinkie Pie. Why do I hate Pinkamena? It's literally one of the worst parts of the brony fandom in my opinion. I have seriously considered giving up MLP completely before due to this. I hate how people call her "psychotic" as an insult, call her a "psycho", say she;'s mentally ill and schizophrenic. I have an actual, diagnosed psychotic disorder. Nearly five years ago I was diagnosed with schizophrenia during one of my stays in a hospital's psych ward. The people who say all this horrible stuff about Pinkamena let their ignorance of mental illness show, and it's painful and incredibly cringe-worthy. They spread false stereotypes, help to increase the already ample amounts of stigma associated with schizophrenia and other psychotic disorders, and spread a hateful message that not only do mentally ill people not belong, but that they're all "dangerous", "violent", "insane" and "psycho". It hurts me and scares me on a very deep level when people treat those with these disorders that way. It's bad enough that so many bronies and even SHOW STAFF (Tara Strong, for example... and also, just listen to the DVD commentary of Winter Wrap Up, where they made fun of people with auditory hallucinations) spread these harmful false ideas. It's even worse when people are so ashamed of their illness that they refuse help and end up having to live with these terrible illnesses because of it. I wish people would pay more attention to the words they use and how they can affect others. You never know, someone you know, maybe even a loved one, could be struggling with psychosis and is hiding it due to the stigma. Without treatment it only gets worse, and on top of that people with these disorders statistically have a shorter life span than most people. I don't think that most people who say these things, spread these stereotypes and create these fan videos/art/etc. of Pinkamena mean to harm anyone. To them it's just fun. They don't realize the harm that they're doing and the stigma they're spreading. Most of them probably don't know what "psychosis" even is. It's not a slang term for "crazy", it's a specific symptom of an illness that is extremely hard to live with. After years of living in the upside-down horror world of psychosis, it hurts me so much when people spread these stereotypes. I hate feeling like I don't belong in the brony community because I have this illness. I'm not violent, or crazy, or a psycho. I am a person, a human being. Everyone has problems in life they must face. Everyone, whether it's a mental illness, physical illness, or whatever. Please, for the love of all things holy, if you are the type who calls everything "psychotic" as an insult, thinks that schizophrenics all belong in asylums, thinks that having a mental illness makes you a bad person, etc, please stop. Please. No one else I've seen in the community is stepping up to say that this is wrong. It's so hard to avoid when this stuff is almost everywhere. It being in the brony community really, really hurts me, because I love the brony community and have been a part of it for over six years. It was always a safe space for me, as was MLP itself, but the way the community treats people with psychotic disorders has almost killed it for me. I don't live in an "asylum". I live in a house, I don't go around hurting others, and I've never been strapped to a bed or thrown in a padded room. Even during the height of my psychosis I never went around hurting people. The idea that schizophrenics are all violent is one of those false stereotypes, and probably the aspect of PInkamena I hate the most. I'm just a human being who's trying to live her life. Thank you for reading this far, and I apologize if I caused anyone any offense, as that was in no way my intention. I'm just trying to help people reconsider the things they say and how their words can hurt others.
  21. I think the size of gen four MLP toys are fine, but that's probably because I only collect G4. Though there are the different sizes with different types of toys, like you have the tiny blindbags, the large Fashion Styles, etc. It depends on how much you're willing to spend, really. I have lots of ponies in different sizes.
  22. The last time I shopped at Meijer I got two movie seapony toys, a large Twilight Sparkle seapony and a small Rainbow Dash one that can sort of "transform" to and from being a seapony. I haven't unboxed Twilight yet.
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