How long did you spend outside of your home yesterday?

[Reecejackox 391]

I would say 1 and a half hours

[Savy 5,072]

Not much at all, lol. Maybe an hour and a half. 

[They call me Loyalty 1,948]

Not much. I stay at home most of the day. We treat it as a retirement house. It is what my mother always wanted. The reality is that I am a reflection of her in almost everything. She cut me off from finding relationships, she wanted me to look at my own sexuality with shame, she made me into the "child" that I am today, despite the fact that I am a 33 year old man. And I let her.

But there is an important reason for all this, not just developmental, but also family related. So, now whenever it comes to stare at that visceral emptiness that stands between life and death, and that sometimes drives us to do desperate things. I am there, standing between that void and her. Like her child. Like she always wanted me to be. Because she sacrificed for me, and I sacrificed in return. I always loved her like nothing else in this world. Not just as a mother, but as a woman. But I restrained that passion ever since childhood, and promised never to look at her in that way again. So, whenever you see me going a little insane. You know where that pain comes from. It is the animal inside of me that is suffering. But it is a sacrifice I made for her love. And we are killing each other this way. But not hurting each other in this life is almost impossible.

The truth is that we have been really happy most of our lives. Even when she complains, she doesn't understand how good her life has been. And that is all that matters to me. This is our selfish way.

Edited May 8, 2023 by They call me Loyalty

[User without a name 47]

30 minutes maybe? My perception of time is wacked so I can't say

[ZiggWheelsManning 9,417]

Close to 2 hours, bought groceries from the store and picked up lunch from Taco Bell.  

[EpicEnergy 23,119]

Like maybe 20 minutes at most. I didn't go out much yesterday.

[Savy 5,072]

Probably 20 minutes at the most. It's getting to where it's too hot.

[Envy 6,122]

Roughly 9 hours counting work and going to the store.

[Cash In 22,105]

I want to say 4 hours. I went to see my grandparents and then we went out for lunch, so about 3 hours there. Then I had to go out and get dinner later on, which took about another hour.

[Longhaul 6,824]

12 hours, all of that at work,

[Dreambiscuit 9,404]

About two hours, all added up. I went to work and back (about 15 minutes), and spent some time in and out of my office at work for the remainder.

[ZiggWheelsManning 9,417]

Very close to 2 hours because of grocery shopping.  

[Rock-O-Jello 211]

A little over two hours. I spent an hour at Church, and an hour and 15 minutes at the lake with a family friend.

[Theautisticrebel 304]

I was a school yesterday so maybe 9 hours if you count driving time.

[Dreambiscuit 9,404]

Approximately two minutes outside for me. I checked the mailbox and came right in. 

[ZiggWheelsManning 9,417]

5 hours, 4 hours if ponies count me being at work  

[Lucky Bolt 35,058]

Several hours, as i was busy with errands and some work related stuff.

[Cheerilee 26,577]

4-5 hours. I was at work last night.

[Flow 1,624]

Thirty minutes, only because I had the day off. 

[Treeglow Flicker 13,572]

About 15 minutes. It was a trip to the grocery store to grab something for lunch.

[Iforgotmybrain 5,137]

About 5 hours I think between working and running errands.

[Cash In 22,105]

2 or 3 hours. Mostly just running errands. :p

[ZiggWheelsManning 9,417]

Close to 2-and-a-half hours due to grocery shopping and picking up lunch  

[Denim&Venöm 18,305]

The entire day.

I was at a metal festival. 

[Twilight Sparkle97 402]

five hours. I had to work last night from 5 to 10.