Your darkest fears

[Bastian 13,319]

My darkest fear is ignorance and being a coward. And to stop loving, sadly, Im headed towards that.

[Pandora 38,004]

Losing my bestfriend from DA he keeps me going / becoming homeless

[AppleButt 8,669]

I’m scared of the void after death. 
 

Even though I wouldn’t know a difference the thought of there being nothing after death scares me.

[Clawdeen 12,110]

My darkest fear needs a bit of background to it. Long story short I was one of those kids bullied for appearance however I also received the same sort of treatment from my mother due to her issues. As I hit my early 20s I actually started to have a look for myself. I realized with the right styling I could go from an average nerdy looking girl to a rockstar. That’s what I’ve been doing the past few years, losing weight, saving up for nicer clothes, getting into shape, trying to really find an image for myself so I can show everyone who thought I wasn’t much that they were wrong.

So naturally my darkest fear would be the exact opposite happening.Something detrimental happening to my appearance to prevent me from turning into what I know I could be. Losing all my teeth is an example. Or just becoming hideous to look at. Proving every single one of them right.

[ExplosionMare 18,007]

I fear being judged for everything different about me so much that I become unlikeable to too many people