Confession Time!

[Luminance 2,186]

I gave up on my insignificant pony art, OC and works. None of that matters.

[vivishy 1,032]

I feel like the only reason I'm not more upset about this whole thing is because I'm already dead inside. I need help. I don't know who to turn to

[Leere 8,291]

Let's see...

I have inferiority superiority complex

I have recurring suicidal thoughts

I am extremely apathetic to the world at large

I lie a lot

I am very manipulative

I hate my family

I hate my life

I hate myself

I hide my unhappiness

That's it

[Kronos the Revenant 1,971]

I've been recently considering being bi-sexual, then shortly after I considered that, this friend of mine, a guy, started flirting with me and I actually kinda liked it.

[Luminance 2,186]

I'll be honest. I've been posting random posts around the forums

[AmarisNsane 2,730]

Eh, why not? I've been avoiding this topic long enough now, haha.  I'll drop 5 to keep from writing a novel.

 

- I admit that I've been fangirling really hard over Thor Odinson (in all of his depictions.  Comics, shows, movies...) during especially these last two weeks.  Thor is best Marvel husbando (alongside Tony/Iron Man).

 

- Whether or not I like to admit it, I am by nature extremely possessive.  No, not to the point of abuse but in a way that I would do all that I can to keep the few closest friends that I have (and partner) to myself and myself alone for as long and as much as I can.  Even if we have no special relationship, chances are I'm going to try to 1-up somebody else in order to keep the majority of my friend's interest.  This can be especially difficult when a friend that I've grown attached to moves on and begins dating.  It's something that I'm working on.

 

- I have major anxieties, and hate change.  Whether the change be that of a positive one or not, I'll always find myself yearning for how things were in the past.  This could perhaps also tie into why I am the way that I am with people I particularly am fond of.

 

- Many people believe and guess that I'm about 12-15 due to height (4'9) and overall appearance.  The truth is that I'm probably older than a lot of people I chat with online.

 

- I have an obsession with frogs and toads.  Seriously.  I LOVE them.  Share pictures, clips, merchandise or anything regarding them and there's a big chance I'll like you right off the bat.

Edited September 23, 2016 by AmarisNsane

[They call me Loyalty 1,948]

I might be involved in my family's fulmination.

Jus dancing, and dancing, and dancing around, while everything falls apart. Bodies collapsing frozen into shatters of ceramic-like skin and cold red. It's a place of beauty inside of me, one they couldn't take. Trying to subject it to logic, when she only asked for their hands. Bleeding color on empty sockets, when the sky eyes blink with frenetic intermittency. Making dreams real.

I remember the look on the forensic police team, when we crossed looks. They couldn't understand it, neither can I. Yet I love what they fear the most.

To be subject to logic reasoning of organic thought, it's, and don't get me wrong. The human body is a marvelous creation, far more advanced than any form of technology in the universe. Specially the human form. As it's with any organic form capable of tuning into consciousness.

Yet I miss the beyond. Perception in the purest state. To be within this density of form, makes me feel a lie-be.

[Leere 8,291]

Oh, i also have, like, some control issues...

I think i should really see a professional tbh

[Kings&Hooves14 616]

Well...I've only recently realized just how dark a person I am. I'm kind of like Fluttershy--I'm a goody two-shoes on the outside (to some extent), but I'm very, very twisted on the inside. 

 

I have an obsession with death, Hell...really anything dark and disturbing. 

Edited September 24, 2016 by Kings&Hooves14

[Drunk Not I Am 1,070]

I haven't played any video games for two entire months.

Dear celestia how are you still alive 

[IsraelYabuki 446]

2 things and these could be long:

 

1. Whenever I see criminals get off the hook for serious crimes they DID commit and no one was doing anything to stop them, it pisses me off to the point where I want to see them in agony, but I usually picture it in my mind on how they should be punished. It disgusts me that the cancer known as criminals are still strolling around in our place we thought we could call "home."

 

2. The fact that my dad never even wanted to BE there for me even before I was born makes me upset. I recently got word from my mom that child services forced him to pay child support just yesterday but I still say "TOO LATE!!!" I don't care what that creep has to offer, I will not forgive for what he's done.

[Brightbart 268]

I confess that I'm voting for Trump even though I don't like most of what he says. 

[Guest]

Even though on the internet I usually choose not to show it, I'm actually quite grumpy and whiny. 

[gamecubeguy214 2,512]

When I'm not playing Smash, I imagine that Rainbow Dash is there, hanging out and chatting with me. I do this ALL the time when I am alone and my Wii U is off, it's something taking over a lot of my free time and I'm not really ashamed of it.

[duidamasterXD 9,627]

Generally speaking, I feel like I have a hard time relating to guys. Have a decent amount of male friends, and acquaintances I like well enough, but I'm really looking forward to when I don't have to live in a house full of dudes anymore. Never really felt like I belonged here.

 

I'm afraid on confrontation, but find arguing invigorating. Sometimes I'll argue with people who I don't particularly disagree with at all. Not even doing it out of any philosophy like "Every idea deserves to be questioned" or anything like that, I just hunt for things to argue about. I'm also very opinionated about virtually everything, even though I often manage to convince myself I'm ambivalent or indifferent.

[Trixie the Great 71]

Sometimes when someone really makes me angry I fantasize about punching them in the face with all my strength right then and there. 

 

I  actually love fights. I sometimes seek to get into arguments with people on purpose just to have an excuse to release the anger that I was already holding inside. I might have some anger issues now that I think of it.   

Also I always brag about how I'd never want to get attached to any guy ever. But deep deep down inside I'm actually afraid that nopony will ever truly love me and also deep deep veeeery deep down inside I know I actually fall in love way too fast, easy and deeply. 

And despite not being much of a pop music fan, I think Lady Gaga is pretty great. I have this eerie feeling when listening to her songs.   

[Prospekt 11,018]

I confess that I'm voting for Trump even though I don't like most of what he says. 

 

Actually... until last week, I was going to vote for Trump too. But now I've decided neither major candidate is worth voting for.

[GrimGrimoire 4,973]

Sometimes when someone really makes me angry I fantasize about punching them in the face with all my strength right then and there. 

 

And despite not being much of a pop music fan, I think Lady Gaga is pretty great. I have this eerie feeling when listening to her songs.   

 

It's called sheer terror. I think a lot of us get that feeling from time to time.

 

And holy smokes! remind me never to piss you off except from a distance with a healthy running start.

 

 

And I confess.... I am actually not all that good at this forum stuff. My cat sits on the back of my chair and tells me what to type. Except for this single line.

 

 

 

Seriously.

[TBD 17,254]

Reading  all the  people confessions and...judging..

[Peppermint Larry 203]

I have a bad habit of smelling everything I come to contact with (clean/dirty clothes, my loofah while using it, food and drinks, literally everything people hand me). It makes things very awkward in public, especially at school. I just can't help myself smelling paper fresh out of the printer. 

 

I've always cringed at anime fans, but recently I've been completely sucked in by anime. In the past couple months (when this all started), I completed Death Note, Black Butler, One-Punch Man, Tokyo Ghoul, Himouto! Umaru-chan, and I'm currently watching Soul Eater. 

[Bazz 57]

I'm very socially awkward in real life - don't let my online self fool you. I don't like to chat with people by joining in - I prefer someone coming up to me and inviting me into a chat.

 

I'd also like to meet another guy and possibly have a boyfriend, but I sort of haven't admitted I'm bi yet.

Edited October 12, 2016 by Bazz

[ConcorDisparate 385]

I spend my days doing nothing but waiting for messages, and I restrain myself very hard from messaging again, because I am very afraid of being annoying and losing friends.

 

Also, I get attached very fast, and it makes me so happy when someone spends time with me, but I'm afraid of becoming a burden, so I just stay there being anxious, instead of just telling them.

Edited October 13, 2016 by ConcorDisparate

[Ganondorf8 11,295]

My confession would be buying certain things online by spending too much money on them.

[GrimGrimoire 4,973]

I spend my days doing nothing but waiting for messages, and I restrain myself very hard from messaging again, because I am very afraid of being annoying and losing friends.

 

Also, I get attached very fast, and it makes me so happy when someone spends time with me, but I'm afraid of becoming a burden, so I just stay there being anxious, instead of just telling them.

 

Do you mean in real life, or online?

 

If you are lonely and looking for people to spend time with... if you are online, join an MMO, and make some friends and get into some guilds and the like. (if you are into gaming that is)

 

In RL, if you have any hobbies, join some groups that meet up and share those hobbies. Depending on where you live and what you enjoy there might be meet ups and the like. I did that with some table top gaming groups for a while.. lots of fun. Finally you should tell them... I mean you may have to be patient since they may not always be free and such, but if you like spending time with someone, you should not be afraid to tell them

 

 

My confession would be buying certain things online by spending too much money on them.

 

That is not a confession.. that is an addiction. One I know all too well.

 

I have been working even more overtime just to prepare for the coming months.

[Ganondorf8 11,295]

 

That is not a confession.. that is an addiction. One I know all too well.

 

I have been working even more overtime just to prepare for the coming months.

 

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It is considering I hid a lot of my purchases from my parents. There is a lot of stuff I've bought that they don't know about.