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I really wish I could say I was happy with my life, but do to the circumstances that I am currently living in I really can't say that. I have a mom that abuses me emotionally and it's hard to live with that. MLP has helped, but when things just never work out man life is tough. I really wanted to go to Bronycon this year only to be stopped by my mom yet again, I can honestly never leave the house. I really want to be happy but just can't be unfortunately.

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Nope.  Not at all.  I don't really have a right to complain, as I'm luckier than most, but I was cursed to need a romantic partner in order to be happy, but it's something I will never have.  It's not that I'm not grateful for the things I do have (I am), but for me, my life is devoid of all meaning without a special somepony.  It's just what I need.  I've never been happy, and I never will be.


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I'm not and I seriously doubt I ever will. Then again, I might be too far into anxiety and depression to think positively about this one anyway. I just have no motivation to do anything mostly because there isn't anything I actually want to do; I have no goals whatsoever. Life just seems like a pointless struggle to survive for no real reason. You always strife for something and once you have it, you forget its value and look for something new instead of embracing what you have and being happy with it - you only rediscover its worth if you lose it. And in the end nothing matters anyway since you'll simply die, making your existence and all accumulated memories vanish into nothing but particles.

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Nope, most definitely not happy. I've been told to get social but the closest I got was being nearly invisible on a pony forum. And I'm invisible.


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Nope, most definitely not happy. I've been told to get social but the closest I got was being nearly invisible on a pony forum. And I'm invisible.

 

Your not invisible!  I have only been on here since Sunday and I have seen you all over the place!  

 

@OP I love my life!  It has been rough at moments but I have money, I live in one of the worlds greatest nations, I have a loving family and a stable income.  I do have a really depressing job right now though working nights but it's just temporary.  Stuck in a windowless building by myself with almost nobody to talk to for 8 hours is rough.  I don't even like the people that work there and would rather stay out of their way.   

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Nope i want out quite badly along with my depression (the disease) i have situational depression (situational) and i want out...so no i am not happy i am the opposite of happy...its not my job to be happy its my job to make other people happy


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Not really. Things aren't horrible, but... I'm so far away from my dream.


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Yep. I'm graduating high school, possibly starting college later on this year, got a boyfriend, got a truck, gonna be getting a job...basically just leaving the nest I guess you could say. :-P And I have an amazing supportive family and friends who make life even better. 

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Definitely not, though I can see things getting better in the not-so-distant future, especially if I get accepted for this job / apprenticeship I'm trying to get (the guy running the business said he's interested in talking to me when I get back home, so that's promising). I can't wait to finally live on my own with a job I like. Maybe if I get money quick enough I'll be able to make last minute plans for Brony Con.

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I'm happy with some aspects, although there are plenty of other things which spoil the enjoyable ones. Mainly all my health issues, which just seem to keep on piling up.


At first I rejected the zero, but that was because I simply didn't understand it. Now I do.

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Not at all, I hate life right now. As if outward circumstances aren't hard enough as they are with financial issues and issues with a job, my inward circumstances make things worse as I have depression and anxiety. Right now I can't ever imagine being genuinely happy, I've forgotten what it's like to feel happy and to not experience pain every second.


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